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This is only my second video on the platform, although I’ve filmed a few more… Not sure why it took me so long to post again, but here it is… I tried something a little different this afternoon by recording the sound separate from video, so you’ll hear when I move it makes a little noise, but I think it adds to the charm ;-) I’d suggest you use headphones to catch my breathing and light moans. Sorry for the noise outside, I had to keep the window opened. So, yeah in the past few years I’ve been exploring my sexuality on my own, trying to connect to my body and away from inner fantasy, porn clichés and mindless images, getting excited without external or internal stimuli (you can call it tantric, even though I don’t know too much about it). This is a practice I like to do, not often enough though, much more validating and powerful than a quick wank… It’s about turning self-pleasure into a meditative and introspective act, going back to deep breaths and taking breaks when the minds comes in the way, going back to feeling what’s happening in the body. I feel like my penis is getting more sensitive and softer with time, more of a friend than a little beast to try to keep under control haha I actually can choose when to come. It’s crazy how much stigma there is with self-pleasure, especially for men I think, seeing it as an bestial act, stupid and mechanical when it can actually be just as beautiful, sensitive and natural as the other sexes… I’m realising how much shame I carry when it comes to being attracted to women sexually, and how even though I like and care for my body, I struggle to see myself as sexually attractive, and as a result tend to either become attracted to women who are aloof and dismiss the ones who find me attractive. Sexuality is a profound self-discovering journey and sharing snippets of it here is a way for me to affirm that I am a naturally sexual being, with my own kinks and fantasies. But that certainly doesn’t make me a pervert, a predator or anything less than a curious and adventurous being in search for the love we all long for, self-love above all, but from others too in whatever shape or form, as long as its fun and pleasurable. Anyway, always inspiring to see so many new brave faces and bodies on MLNP, actually making a difference, it’s a powerful countercultural endeavour we’re part of, and I see a bright future for this media! Soon enough mainstream will catch up, it just takes time and freed sexuality is right around the corner, especially with those young folks breaking the codes and confronting numb patriarchal stereotypes… Thanks to the wonderful curators, MLNP stars and all the folks out there! Enough talk, please enjoy!

I've been enjoying MLNP videos for quite a few years, always very much in awe of the amazing stars showing their best for the camera... So some time ago, I decided to try to record myself, and it felt good actually, very good!! This is part of me coming to term with my sexuality and owning it. Sex has always been somewhat of a shameful action (growing up in a quite religious family), but with the years and different partners, I've started to feel more at peace with it, although there's still some way to go... This is one of my first videos, the first I feel comfortable sharing here, having a lovely time on my own... I used some sports' recovery lotion, ran out of proper fluid, but I like it. It makes my dick warm and red, which is exciting in itself! In this session, I played with edging a little, holding on for a few moments... I remember it had been a while since I had any action, so orgasm was strong! I hope you'll enjoy it as much as I have!!