Trying Out My New Toy

My life is very busy since having two kids and I have almost literally no time to myself anymore, so when my partner and kids were actually asleep at a good time last night I decided to spend a little special time with myself. I am non-binary/femme leaning and am starting estrogen in a few days so I want to utilize this platform to show my progression over this next part of my journey and want to invite you all to watch me blossom and connect more deeply with myself than ever before.

About 4 months ago my partner and I were able to spend the most quality time we had together in a long time. We got the kids to bed, had a little to drink, and it became very apparent that we wanted each other sooo badly. They quite literally pushed me back and started pulling my clothes off and asked if I wanted to record it (I am sooooo turned on by being on video), so I said yes and here we are. 😊 They immediately started taking me in their mouth with such passion and excitement (blowjobs are easily one of their favorite things to do). I will never be able to fully express how amazing they make me feel as they take me in as deeply as I can go. I did not physically ejaculate, but it’s only because I wanted to focus so hard on being able to make sure that I could get them to their climax. This first part had me fully seduced and ready for the part two, so make sure to watch both, you won’t regret it 😘

I was feeling extra horny that morning and woke up realizing how big and soft my chest felt so I had to share a video with you guys. I am absolutely loving the way that estrogen is transforming my body and sensations. 💞

I made this video practically a whole year ago now and just realized I never uploaded it! I absolutely love pleasuring myself inside of cars, it is so easy to get in the mood knowing that the world is going on around me having no idea what I’m doing in there. This day I was feeling extra horny and the video that is the preview on here is what lead to Pt. 1 & 2 existing.

Wow. I am absolutely LOVING being on estrogen. The way I experience myself, life, and pleasure feels like it’s evolving on a daily basis. 💖 I got a new toy recently and I really wanted to test out how different anal feels for me and I am very pleased with the results. Plus I included ball play from a position I don’t normally use and WOW that felt good. It made me cum so hard, I want to do that more often 😅💞 Happy Pride everybody! Remember to give extra love to yourselves and all of your LGBTQIA+ friends this month and every month, because we all matter and this world is constantly trying to repress our existences.

I am currently the second heaviest I’ve been in my life. I have stretch marks, cellulite, and fat rolls. I have always struggled with my weight because of depression and stress eating. I’ve never had the time in life to effectively deal with my emotions and the struggles I’ve been through, so unhealthy foods have always been a quick fix to distract me from what’s real so that I can move forward with life at the speed in which others have always expected of me. Please don’t be saddened or turned away from watching, I just wanted to let you know that if you yourself have dealt with anything like this that you are not alone and we still have time to start improving our mental health and giving ourselves the love, care, and patience that we have always deserved. Remember to love yourself today. You are worthy of the ultimate universal love. This is a body that has been through a lot, but I am still here and still beautiful and still deserving of pleasure and excitement and so are you.

After making myself feel absolutely amazing in Pt. 1, I let myself become entirely soft again and decided that I deserved to be played with and experienced.

I know it’s not a sexy topic, but my family has recently been kicked out of our home. I’ve recorded this video to share my story and thoughts with you all. Because there were dogs barking outside, I have muted the audio and used ASL Fingerspelling and translation slides to get my message across (I’m still pretty new at it, but I think I did alright 😅). Please know that if you rent this video it will help my family and I get closer to finding a new safe place. 💞

At first I was slightly annoyed when my parent in-law asked me at the last minute to bring them to an appointment but then I realized that it was the perfect time to have some special time with myself outside of the house! I absolutely love doing things outside and in cars but I don’t get the chance to do either anywhere as often as I wish I did so I wanted to share this with you guys. I’ve been experiencing some changes and I have never cum as hard as I did in this video, I am still surprised by myself 😅💞

My partner and I are both transgender/non-binary and this is the first time that they have been open to recording a video with me and I’m very excited to share it with you. I was going to edit out the moment when my condom accidentally came off but I found it “real world” and funny enough to leave it in. 😅 Also, be aware that this is the longest video I’ve posted so far, solo stuff can go a lot quicker 😂💞