Let me tell you this was a long wank for me.
I donât know if itâs hormones or stressâŠbut I have been struggling to orgasm completely for weeks. I thought âletâs put on the new collar/nipple rings and slap your clit around a bitâ. And since I recently found this riding crop when I was decluttering, I figured Iâd use it. I donât know how much of it got left in, but I started fantasizing about orgasm control and start talking dirty to myselfâŠHehe
I've been in edging forums lately and I am really loving being part of that community. It's sexy and horny & self control and loss of control - all at once, all things great.
I thought I'd try my hand at giving some (Jerk Off Instructions (JOI) to a long-distance edging buddy (LDEB). Instead of sending them porn or only moaning for their sake, I edged myself to an eventual orgasm.
Along with the instructions, I sent my LDEB the pictures at the beginning of the video while giving them their JOI to help them reach their edge without sending them over it. With edging - for most, not all - the emphasis is not on the orgasm, but the built up pleasure experienced with the anticipation of orgasm. I made this video after day 6 of not cumming, and it was unreal! See for yourself. ;)
I got this butterfly-wing cap around Halloween and itâs my new favourite thing to lounge around the apartment in. Clothed or not. With my roommate out of commission with a bad cold/flu, it was up to myself to take care of the building arousal that has been growing over the past week. Multiple orgasms after being unable to orgasm. Sometimes it feels good to spread your wings and be free ;)
This video was actually our first that we made, I asked him to tie me down using my bed restraints and play with me to bring me to orgasm. He asked if he could use my toyâŠuh, duh! :)
Leg restraints: 10/10 my thighs tend to get in the way of my orgasm sometimes
Hand restraints: 5/10 not a fan, probably wonât see my hands restrained often.
It was a really nice day out for the second week of autumn, so I decided to take my play outside today and film it from just inside the balcony window. I didnât realize my headphones werenât connected, but probably for the best anywayâŠit was a busy and loud day outside. Between the construction and the conversation behind me on the ground level, itâs a wonder I didnât get caught ;)
What started on the couch after I squeezed myself into an old corset from my burlesque days, got hot and naughty as it moved to the room. Something about putting on the fishnets with no underwear, maybe it was the way it lightly rubbed against my labia made my pussy trickle itâs juices down to part my soft lips. It made me tear through the fishnets so I could touch my yearning vulva. As soon as I got in front of my mirror in the bedroom it turned something on in me. The need to talk dirtyâŠI guess to my toy cock I so badly wanted to use. Verbalizing every fantasy that popped into my head to do to my cock-friend, until I reached an amazing orgasm. The fun wasnât over yet. We had some cleaning up to do. I felt the most efficient way was to use my mouth and throat until my toyfriend was completely satisfied ;)
For my 29th birthday, I wanted to pleasure myself and have fun like I used to on my own (with some bubbly, that I forgot until after). Being the exhibitionist that I am, I had to share. No one likes working on their birthday, but it happens and I did what I could to unwind and treat myself ;). I could have had birthday sex, but I opted out of that to focus on myself and use some of my new toys. By the time this is live, my birthday will have passed but let's let the celebration live on!!! Cheers to 29 years, and thank you for everyone who has supported me this year xoxo
Sexting with my across-country friend who loves anal always gets me feeling this way. Itâs too bad I donât have a regular source of anal sex to train myself into my accidentally too-big toy, but I try it every once in a while. Can still only get the tip inâŠ.womp womp. Also⊠Iâm not often up for anal penetration on its own, but the anal/clit combo makes for an awesome orgasm!
I donât have a car so I use a grocery shopping and delivery service, so I donât usually see the produce that the shopper picks out unless I ask them to send a picture. It was to my surprise that the bananas the shopper picked out were nearly the size of my head.
Now, a little bit of back story: this isnât the first produce Iâve played with. Back before I could buy my own sex toys I had many a hot, passionate night with a cucumber or two. Since then I have obviously used sex toys when the occasion arose, so this was fun and exciting.
Even at that, the banana peel decided play time was over before I could finish. Itâs been a sexually frustrating weekâŠI canât wait to share when all this orgasm build up finally blows ;)
Today I worked from home, but luck would have it that my laptop had to do an update and then crashed. I thought âmight as well have a little bit of fun while I waitâ
Itâs been a few days since Iâve gotten off and honestly, I get so horny during my periodâŠvisuals not really needed to assist in that department right now. As youâll see, I still use them (some fave Reddit posts - specifically r/RuinedOrgasm)
I didnât mean to ruin my orgasm, but it sometimes just happens when Iâm watching others get ruined. I tried to make up for it by continuing to use my dildo on myself and achieve an orgasm, but I failed at that, too.
I should be working, but all work and no play makes Keke a dull girl ;)
I will definitely be trying again for that O later!!!
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