Hanging on the Edge

On a mission to keep myself accountable for my physical health I wanted to record my practice. I started with some light stretching, and it had me feeling too good. I kept the “feel good” going and decided to show my vagina some loving, too.

I was interrupted while getting ready for work by the thoughts of a sex dream I’d woken up from that morning. I don’t remember much of the details while writing this, but I do remember seeing myself laid out with my legs open and my wet pussy exposed to the air while I begged to the point of crying to be fucked, touched, cocked…I could feel the yearning in my dream. I don’t even know that I got the sex I was whimpering for, I just know it made me incredibly horny. ^_^ Update: I told the person who the dream was about and he sent me a picture of his hard cock. I’m just giddy. And more horny thinking about it.

Last week I had a minor procedure done to look inside my body to see if I have endometriosis. I’m very open about my health in general, but specifically my menstrual health as it impacts every aspect of my life. They found endometrial tissue on organs other than my uterus and removed it. I was on a sex hiatus for a few weeks before my surgery due to circumstances out of my control, and I have to wait one more week before I can have penetrative sex/use toys inside myself, but outside stuff is fine ;) since I was all sexually frustrated from having to wait until my body wasn’t too sore to have an orgasm, I wanted to share my first time feeling like a sexy human again with my MLNP community xoxo

Lube me up, Keke! One night we were laying in bed about to play and Cinna told me to “slow down or I’m going to cum soon” and something about that made me want to NOT slow down. But he wanted me to ride him then, so I asked him to promise I could make a video where I get him off without expecting anything in return. I turned it into a Cinna Night and pampered him with a FULL body massage. It was so much fun making his leg twitch and watching his balls get taught as he was getting close. However, it took a little more than elbow grease…

I am very excited and extremely grateful to introduce Master, my new, and first, Dom that I will be filming with once in a while :3 This was our second meet up, but the chemistry was instant when we matched on a dating app, and even though the connection was more than physical, we both have an agreement that Master will only message his slut (me) when he wants to use my holes. I am typically a submissive person in the bedroom and that's not something I can get from Cinna. Enter Master, who is in a polyam relationship. I fill a role in his life as his slut and he fills, well, all my holes. *drool* This gives me a chance for more anal sex and actual deepthroating practice; if you don't use it you do, in fact, lose it..as you might notice, and my apologies for that, but to keep it real, I didn't want to edit it out. Since a sub/dom relationship is new for me to do in person, he has been going easy with me until I ease into the role a bit more, but one thing he was eager to do was cum in my ass, as he has claimed it as his. I think this forest romp makes it official. I did a good job, so Master said I could cum on my own...I have yet to accomplish that since he dropped me off. The next morning update: Master filled me up so deep and full that a full 14 hours later it was still dripping and gushing out of me. Next time I see Master won't be for a little bit and I'm sad, but that just means the anticipation will be heightened and I'll be more desperate for Master's glorious cock. xoxo

I just had the busiest weekend I’ve had in a while. Socially drained and spending the weekend at family’s house (with thin walls) made me thirstier for a release than normal. -the leftover tp made me giggle. I didn’t even check before setting up to masturbate because I was in a hurry to get started lol just #realworldsex things

I’ve been asked to do videos with more talking since I’ve been told a lot recently that I have a nice voice. Personally I’ve always hated reading aloud, but its always a good time to step out of your comfort zone. I’ve also wanted to read more erotica, and maybe I could combine the two making a video on here! If you want to skip to the steamy parts, about 9-10 min in ;) but it’s a fun story. Leave a comment if anyone is interested in seeing more of these, or if I should just stick to reading erotica on my own ;P xo *The story in this video is called One Drop by author Laura Anoniou. The story is found in an anthology called “Demon Lovers Succubi” and can be found on www.demonlovers.info

What do you do when you don’t feel like having period sex? Blowjobs and anal! We both love bjs and anal (bj first always), and I love my tail plug :)

I couldn’t get enough toys inside me this time. I wanted to feel fuller than full. All holes spread and plugged. I think I ruined my orgasm with my anal toy in because after I took the toy out of my ass I couldn’t get close anymore. *tear* would you punish me for that ruin or would you try harder to make me cum?

Let me tell you this was a long wank for me. I don’t know if it’s hormones or stress…but I have been struggling to orgasm completely for weeks. I thought “let’s put on the new collar/nipple rings and slap your clit around a bit”. And since I recently found this riding crop when I was decluttering, I figured I’d use it. I don’t know how much of it got left in, but I started fantasizing about orgasm control and start talking dirty to myself…Hehe