Edge and JOI

What started on the couch after I squeezed myself into an old corset from my burlesque days, got hot and naughty as it moved to the room. Something about putting on the fishnets with no underwear, maybe it was the way it lightly rubbed against my labia made my pussy trickle it’s juices down to part my soft lips. It made me tear through the fishnets so I could touch my yearning vulva. As soon as I got in front of my mirror in the bedroom it turned something on in me. The need to talk dirty…I guess to my toy cock I so badly wanted to use. Verbalizing every fantasy that popped into my head to do to my cock-friend, until I reached an amazing orgasm. The fun wasn’t over yet. We had some cleaning up to do. I felt the most efficient way was to use my mouth and throat until my toyfriend was completely satisfied ;)

It was a really nice day out for the second week of autumn, so I decided to take my play outside today and film it from just inside the balcony window. I didn’t realize my headphones weren’t connected, but probably for the best anyway…it was a busy and loud day outside. Between the construction and the conversation behind me on the ground level, it’s a wonder I didn’t get caught ;)

The sun was shining into my bedroom beautifully. It was inspiring lighting annd it made me want to create! I’m also training my anus for a monster of a plug that I bought not realizing the size. You can see how tight it is and how much I still have to go, and you can see my pretty pussy petals reaching toward the sun after I cum hard with the toy in my ass.

Happily fed and content after an easter meal with the family, I got chatting with an old sex friend who lives across the country. Things got flirty, I started taking sexy pics and I got horny enough to drop what I was doing and hump the nearest thing…which happened to be my pillow ;) hump and grind with me to climax, babes!

When Cinna texted me "I'm going to come inside you and film it" I was instantly excited to be home from work. In Part 1, Cinna eats me out until I orgasm...Part 2 has the sexual intercourse and a creamy surprise ;)

This video was actually our first that we made, I asked him to tie me down using my bed restraints and play with me to bring me to orgasm. He asked if he could use my toy…uh, duh! :) Leg restraints: 10/10 my thighs tend to get in the way of my orgasm sometimes Hand restraints: 5/10 not a fan, probably won’t see my hands restrained often.

I decided to do some self care and get dressed up cute for fun, maybe reach out to a few of my FWBs to see if they’d want to come over since I was home alone. No such luck, but I didn’t want to waste the look so I kept the self-care going with my Lush 2 and my iPhone camera 😉

Let me tell you this was a long wank for me. I don’t know if it’s hormones or stress…but I have been struggling to orgasm completely for weeks. I thought “let’s put on the new collar/nipple rings and slap your clit around a bit”. And since I recently found this riding crop when I was decluttering, I figured I’d use it. I don’t know how much of it got left in, but I started fantasizing about orgasm control and start talking dirty to myself…Hehe

I am very excited and extremely grateful to introduce Master, my new, and first, Dom that I will be filming with once in a while :3 This was our second meet up, but the chemistry was instant when we matched on a dating app, and even though the connection was more than physical, we both have an agreement that Master will only message his slut (me) when he wants to use my holes. I am typically a submissive person in the bedroom and that's not something I can get from Cinna. Enter Master, who is in a polyam relationship. I fill a role in his life as his slut and he fills, well, all my holes. *drool* This gives me a chance for more anal sex and actual deepthroating practice; if you don't use it you do, in fact, lose it..as you might notice, and my apologies for that, but to keep it real, I didn't want to edit it out. Since a sub/dom relationship is new for me to do in person, he has been going easy with me until I ease into the role a bit more, but one thing he was eager to do was cum in my ass, as he has claimed it as his. I think this forest romp makes it official. I did a good job, so Master said I could cum on my own...I have yet to accomplish that since he dropped me off. The next morning update: Master filled me up so deep and full that a full 14 hours later it was still dripping and gushing out of me. Next time I see Master won't be for a little bit and I'm sad, but that just means the anticipation will be heightened and I'll be more desperate for Master's glorious cock. xoxo

Last week I had a minor procedure done to look inside my body to see if I have endometriosis. I’m very open about my health in general, but specifically my menstrual health as it impacts every aspect of my life. They found endometrial tissue on organs other than my uterus and removed it. I was on a sex hiatus for a few weeks before my surgery due to circumstances out of my control, and I have to wait one more week before I can have penetrative sex/use toys inside myself, but outside stuff is fine ;) since I was all sexually frustrated from having to wait until my body wasn’t too sore to have an orgasm, I wanted to share my first time feeling like a sexy human again with my MLNP community xoxo