The one where I show off my legs

As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.

I started my recent holiday in this room with a view. I held in my pee all afternoon while I explored the town, and it really heightened the sensations as I played with myself.

This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm). September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up. Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead. Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.

I had to do some gardening for a client who was on holidays, so naturally I wore lingerie under my work gear so I could reward my hard labour. This is the first time I reveal more of my face! It was such a turn-on wearing this lace blindfold that I'll keep using it from now on. This vid is quieter than usual because the neighbours were right next door. I hope this dose of summer sun warms you up wherever you are! I also want to thank everyone who has watched and commented on my videos so far. It feels so empowering to share myself with you all, and my first MLNP paycheck has allowed me to get some much needed chronic pain treatment. xoxo Fern

I challenged myself to let out my exhibitionist side at the hotel sauna. Be the voyeur who catches me as I start out shyly and become more bold, with only a glass door separating me from passers-by. I've removed background music for copyright reasons, so I suggest this spicy playlist as the perfect soundtrack: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3bEwf6LmbHAlTAaGnwpRkA?si=f5b4767caba64f3a

I've been enjoying playing around my backdoor more and more lately. Watch me wiggle my butt, stroke myself and have an intense orgasm which leaves me shaking. I love the squelchy sounds in this one courtesy of my own juices and favourite lube.

After wearing these jeans pretty tight all day, I was feeling a bit hot and bothered when I got home. I spend some time releasing the tension – with a few interruptions like my laptop running out of battery... I'm hypermobile so you might hear my hips popping too! It's not often that I have the house to myself, so when I do, I like to take my time. This is my first video and I'm super excited to be sharing with this gorgeous community, and very open to feedback!

I've been enjoying some intense moments with lovers lately so tried something a bit more gentle on my own. After a shower to warm myself up, I got out the massage oil and enjoyed caressing myself to an orgasm.. which wasn't quite as gentle in the end ;)

I kept seeing these ads for home workouts with lots of..thrusting..so I tried out some moves and ended up grinding my way to an orgasm on the floor.

I had a little play on a swivel chair and came HARD with a bit of dirty talking to myself. As usual, I focus on rubbing my clit and grinding my way to ecstasy