Alive (A POV)

Friday I was out taking care of some things. I was very tired when I came home and lied down to relax a little. I've had no intention to masturbate and I started to see my Instagram. Well... I saw some recent pictures of a VERY FAMOUS Brazilian celebrity and I get horny. I didn't even toke my ringlight. I only turned on the flash of the cell and enjoyed myself.

I've met her on a online chat room, in 2013. She was 47, I was 28. She was separated, but not divorced. She lived in a town called Biritiba Mirim, about 50 kilometers from my city. A few days later, I drove to there, to met her. We made love in my car. The last time we did that was two years later. I used to call her Morena, wich is the translation to "Brunette". Now, she is back with her husband, but we keep in touch, despite we don't see each other anymore. I've send one of my videos to her. She loved it and asked me to make a video with my body to the side. This is the video.

Well, this is my worst video in the technically aspect. I'll explain: I was watching TV - a non-sex-related show - and I started to thing about the girl I am currently flirting... thinking about the possibilities... and, of course, one thing lead to another and I tought about sex. I was kind of sleepy too, so I took my cellphone and put it in my bed, on my side, without even see its position or turn the lights of my bedroom on. The angle of the video is terrible, by I was so horny that my cumming... well, I had to change my sheet after that.

When someone is kneeling in front of me, this is how she sees me. Enjoy this POV.

I was SO tired last night - I don't know exactly why. So, around 11 pm I decided to pleasure myself to sleep relaxed. And with the sound of rain outside my window, did not take so long...

It was my first time recording pleasuring myself. My previous video showed the first (and more intense) orgasm I had that night. I was in a motel room (here in Brazil the word “motel” have a different meaning than in the U.S.). The showers and the jacuzzi there were great. I spent 24 hours in there and this is The Second Cumming – I believe that all words or expression related to orgasms must start with a capital letter.

It was a bad and exhausting week. So, I took a few minutes to myself and tried to relax. Well... Aparently I was SO tired that I fell asleep after cumming just once. Yes, I slept for about 8 minutes in the video. It was not my intention. When I woke up, I saw a short porn video and cummed again, very fast.

It was a GREAT semester. Perhaps the best semester of my life. On the other hand, it's been a TERRIBLE December. One of the WORST of my life, due to issues involving EXTREME physical pain. I guess this thing of changes teaches us a lot about life, right? So, on the night of December 22nd I found myself alone at home. It was raining, as you can hear in the video. I decided to film myself in the shower. I've been trying to feel as much sexual pleasure as possible over the last few weeks, perhaps as a way to offset some of the physical pain I've been feeling. The result was, perhaps, my most raw, fragile and honest video to date. I don't think it's the most pleasant thing to see. I'm starting to improve, little by little. Happy 2024 to all of us.

There’s a Brazilian porn of the 90’s tittled Bia Para Sempre Bia (something like “Bia Forever Bia). It’s the only movie Bia ever made. It is one of the films I enjoy and her sex performance is amazing. I hope wherever Bia is now, she is happy. This week I rewatched her movie – and filmed all of my cummings.

Even before we go out on a date, me and Main Sup talked about each other's favorite positions. The doggystyle is one of the things we agreed, so we HAD to do. This is the first time we did it together.