Alive (A POV)

According to some scientists, 2023 is the hottest of the last 125.000 years. I don’t know if this is true or not, but here in São Paulo IS hot. I took a cold shower and lay down a little. So, I started to watch a video of a Brazilian pornstar and, of course, het horny. I haven't masturbate in the last four days, so this one was very good. I hope you enjoy the video.

It was a GREAT semester. Perhaps the best semester of my life. On the other hand, it's been a TERRIBLE December. One of the WORST of my life, due to issues involving EXTREME physical pain. I guess this thing of changes teaches us a lot about life, right? So, on the night of December 22nd I found myself alone at home. It was raining, as you can hear in the video. I decided to film myself in the shower. I've been trying to feel as much sexual pleasure as possible over the last few weeks, perhaps as a way to offset some of the physical pain I've been feeling. The result was, perhaps, my most raw, fragile and honest video to date. I don't think it's the most pleasant thing to see. I'm starting to improve, little by little. Happy 2024 to all of us.

There’s a Brazilian porn of the 90’s tittled Bia Para Sempre Bia (something like “Bia Forever Bia). It’s the only movie Bia ever made. It is one of the films I enjoy and her sex performance is amazing. I hope wherever Bia is now, she is happy. This week I rewatched her movie – and filmed all of my cummings.

Here in Brazil, many people who were teenagers in the 90's had the beginning of their sexual lifes influenced by the softcore films that were shown on Saturdays around 1 a.m. at Band network, such as the films of the Emmanuelle franchise - the two versions of the 90’s, with both Krista Allen and Marcella Wallerstein. I was one of those teenagers. When produced well, these films can be even better than many hardcore movies out there today. One of the best directors of this genre is Fred Olen Ray. This week I watched Bikini Frankenstein, starred by Jayden Cole, Brandin Rackley, Christine Nguyen and Alexis Texas.

Even before we go out on a date, me and Main Sup talked about each other's favorite positions. The doggystyle is one of the things we agreed, so we HAD to do. This is the first time we did it together.

It was my first time recording pleasuring myself. My previous video showed the first (and more intense) orgasm I had that night. I was in a motel room (here in Brazil the word “motel” have a different meaning than in the U.S.). The showers and the jacuzzi there were great. I spent 24 hours in there and this is The Second Cumming – I believe that all words or expression related to orgasms must start with a capital letter.

When I make love, my "horny level" is measured by how horny my partner is. I mean, knowing she's horny makes me horny. I sent one of my videos here to a friend. We never had sex together, but she told me that she really enjoyed my video. Knowing that explains the first part of THIS VIDEO. Later in the same day, I filmed myself showering from my point of view.

I was very tired last night, so I decided to watch a classic Cine Privé movie to relax a little and sleep better. (Marcela Walerstein was GORGEOUS!)

It's curious how different cultures deal with the issue of body hair. This is not only a difference between regions, but also varies from season to season. In my case, I'm naturally hairy, but not too much. Nowadays I like to be like this, because it gives me the choice to be however I want, depending on how I'm feeling.

As I said in the two previous videos, that night in June 2021 was the first time I filmed myself masturbate. I’ve had some difficult at the beginning (first video), then I relaxed a little (second video) and I finished at the hot tub. Will my next video be with a partner?