This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm).
September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up.
Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead.
Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.
I had a little play on a swivel chair and came HARD with a bit of dirty talking to myself. As usual, I focus on rubbing my clit and grinding my way to ecstasy
After a yummy yoga class on a cold winter's day, I was feeling a bit hot and bothered. I loved grinding against my hand and going hands-free with my bullet vibe between my thighs ;)
I was feeling really bold today and decided to keep showing my face in my videos. I hope you enjoy a bit of commentary as I almost get caught (the joys of my bedroom being right on the street!)
This was a celebration after having my IUD removed, which had caused me pelvic pain for 2 years '(
I had to do some gardening for a client who was on holidays, so naturally I wore lingerie under my work gear so I could reward my hard labour. This is the first time I reveal more of my face! It was such a turn-on wearing this lace blindfold that I'll keep using it from now on. This vid is quieter than usual because the neighbours were right next door. I hope this dose of summer sun warms you up wherever you are!
I also want to thank everyone who has watched and commented on my videos so far. It feels so empowering to share myself with you all, and my first MLNP paycheck has allowed me to get some much needed chronic pain treatment. xoxo Fern
The one where I'm upside down in crotchless fishnets
This is a quickie because I got so turned on putting on my crotchless thong and fishnets! As usual, I experiment with lots of different angles and my new favourite, some gentle rimming. I've got my legs up against the wall which engages my pelvic floor and brings a rush of blood to the head for an intense orgasm. Hope you enjoy the come-down with me too ;)
What started as a little play turned into more – and the first time I fully show my face! The action is handheld for the first half, so be prepared for a slightly bumpy ride ;)
Hiking and hotel rooms make me horny, so this is a double whammy. Watch me stroke my clit, pulse my ass to orgasm and lick my fingers afterwards. It was nice and quiet so enjoy the breathing sounds too.
I challenged myself to let out my exhibitionist side at the hotel sauna. Be the voyeur who catches me as I start out shyly and become more bold, with only a glass door separating me from passers-by.
I've removed background music for copyright reasons, so I suggest this spicy playlist as the perfect soundtrack: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3bEwf6LmbHAlTAaGnwpRkA?si=f5b4767caba64f3a
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After a yummy yoga class on a cold winter's day, I was feeling a bit hot and bothered. I loved grinding against my hand and going hands-free with my bullet vibe between my thighs ;)
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The one where I bare all
I was feeling really bold today and decided to keep showing my face in my videos. I hope you enjoy a bit of commentary as I almost get caught (the joys of my bedroom being right on the street!) This was a celebration after having my IUD removed, which had caused me pelvic pain for 2 years '(
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The one where I pee myself
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The one under the vines
I had to do some gardening for a client who was on holidays, so naturally I wore lingerie under my work gear so I could reward my hard labour. This is the first time I reveal more of my face! It was such a turn-on wearing this lace blindfold that I'll keep using it from now on. This vid is quieter than usual because the neighbours were right next door. I hope this dose of summer sun warms you up wherever you are! I also want to thank everyone who has watched and commented on my videos so far. It feels so empowering to share myself with you all, and my first MLNP paycheck has allowed me to get some much needed chronic pain treatment. xoxo Fern
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The one where I'm upside down in crotchless fishnets
This is a quickie because I got so turned on putting on my crotchless thong and fishnets! As usual, I experiment with lots of different angles and my new favourite, some gentle rimming. I've got my legs up against the wall which engages my pelvic floor and brings a rush of blood to the head for an intense orgasm. Hope you enjoy the come-down with me too ;)
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The one in stockings
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The one on my ex's couch
I was feeling frisky after a day at the beach. Knowing my ex would hate this, I filmed myself cumming on his couch.
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The one after a hike
Hiking and hotel rooms make me horny, so this is a double whammy. Watch me stroke my clit, pulse my ass to orgasm and lick my fingers afterwards. It was nice and quiet so enjoy the breathing sounds too.
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The one in the public sauna
I challenged myself to let out my exhibitionist side at the hotel sauna. Be the voyeur who catches me as I start out shyly and become more bold, with only a glass door separating me from passers-by. I've removed background music for copyright reasons, so I suggest this spicy playlist as the perfect soundtrack: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3bEwf6LmbHAlTAaGnwpRkA?si=f5b4767caba64f3a
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