This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm).
September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up.
Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead.
Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.
I challenged myself to let out my exhibitionist side at the hotel sauna. Be the voyeur who catches me as I start out shyly and become more bold, with only a glass door separating me from passers-by.
I've removed background music for copyright reasons, so I suggest this spicy playlist as the perfect soundtrack: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3bEwf6LmbHAlTAaGnwpRkA?si=f5b4767caba64f3a
As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.
I was meant to doing laundry but got a little distracted by the beautiful sunlight on my bed. I started recording a few minutes in so I could share some sensual moments with you.
I'm obsessed with cameltoes; just seeing one gets me so wet! I realised I had a pretty good one wearing bike shorts and had to have a play in front of the mirror so I could see myself from all angles. This one is all about the panties but you'll get a peek of me naked when I change into a pair of granny panties. Enjoy the sounds of sweat, wet pussy, heavy breathing and moaning.
I celebrated the beginning of spring by enjoying some sun by the pool. My book was soon discarded as I got distracted by what was going on between my legs. I could hear the neighbours working in their gardens all around me which added to the thrill. Watch to see how wet I got!
Hiking and hotel rooms make me horny, so this is a double whammy. Watch me stroke my clit, pulse my ass to orgasm and lick my fingers afterwards. It was nice and quiet so enjoy the breathing sounds too.
I took some time to really focus my senses on my body – delighting in the shape of my feet, my fingertips grazing my calves, sucking on my fingers, playing with the water temperature gushing onto my pussy.
Make sure you watch the intro where I share some real world sex sounds to listen out for :P
I've been enjoying playing around my backdoor more and more lately. Watch me wiggle my butt, stroke myself and have an intense orgasm which leaves me shaking. I love the squelchy sounds in this one courtesy of my own juices and favourite lube.
I've been enjoying some intense moments with lovers lately so tried something a bit more gentle on my own. After a shower to warm myself up, I got out the massage oil and enjoyed caressing myself to an orgasm.. which wasn't quite as gentle in the end ;)
What started as a little play turned into more – and the first time I fully show my face! The action is handheld for the first half, so be prepared for a slightly bumpy ride ;)
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The one in the public sauna
I challenged myself to let out my exhibitionist side at the hotel sauna. Be the voyeur who catches me as I start out shyly and become more bold, with only a glass door separating me from passers-by. I've removed background music for copyright reasons, so I suggest this spicy playlist as the perfect soundtrack: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3bEwf6LmbHAlTAaGnwpRkA?si=f5b4767caba64f3a
Tags: inthesauna yes!yes!yes! girltime metime clitastic nipsy bisexual seductive
The one where I finally finger myself
As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.
Tags: dontpeek girltime bendy dontpeek Clitastic backdoor metime girltime
The one in the beautiful sunlight
I was meant to doing laundry but got a little distracted by the beautiful sunlight on my bed. I started recording a few minutes in so I could share some sensual moments with you.
Tags: clitastic girltime YES!YES!YES! sensual procrasturbation metime
All angles cameltoe & panty play
I'm obsessed with cameltoes; just seeing one gets me so wet! I realised I had a pretty good one wearing bike shorts and had to have a play in front of the mirror so I could see myself from all angles. This one is all about the panties but you'll get a peek of me naked when I change into a pair of granny panties. Enjoy the sounds of sweat, wet pussy, heavy breathing and moaning.
Tags: girltime clitastic Clitastic quickie metime girltime handson dressy
The one by the pool
I celebrated the beginning of spring by enjoying some sun by the pool. My book was soon discarded as I got distracted by what was going on between my legs. I could hear the neighbours working in their gardens all around me which added to the thrill. Watch to see how wet I got!
Tags: girltime nipsy bythepool alfresco inthebackyard blissful
The one after a hike
Hiking and hotel rooms make me horny, so this is a double whammy. Watch me stroke my clit, pulse my ass to orgasm and lick my fingers afterwards. It was nice and quiet so enjoy the breathing sounds too.
Tags: frombehind hotelroom Clitastic Intense girltime backdoor
The one caressing myself in the bathtub
I took some time to really focus my senses on my body – delighting in the shape of my feet, my fingertips grazing my calves, sucking on my fingers, playing with the water temperature gushing onto my pussy. Make sure you watch the intro where I share some real world sex sounds to listen out for :P
Tags: girltime clitastic sensual bathtime intimate metime
The one with juicy sounds
I've been enjoying playing around my backdoor more and more lately. Watch me wiggle my butt, stroke myself and have an intense orgasm which leaves me shaking. I love the squelchy sounds in this one courtesy of my own juices and favourite lube.
Tags: yes!yes!yes! girltime succulent bendy backdoor metime
The one where I try to be gentle
I've been enjoying some intense moments with lovers lately so tried something a bit more gentle on my own. After a shower to warm myself up, I got out the massage oil and enjoyed caressing myself to an orgasm.. which wasn't quite as gentle in the end ;)
Tags: girltime clitastic metime YES!YES!YES! gentle handson
The one in stockings
What started as a little play turned into more – and the first time I fully show my face! The action is handheld for the first half, so be prepared for a slightly bumpy ride ;)
Tags: girltime clitastic hairy dressy metime toytime