It's a different animal when you have to self pleasure for homework sometimes. Today just wasn't quite feeling it & didn't feel a pull towards any specific sensations. Didn't film the movement before & relaxation after to make it 30 min session. Womanizer to orgasm & some standing penetration with glass toy. I was watching myself in a mirror but it's really no different than filming so didn't feel new to me.
I was looking for inspiration for my first video and I couldn't help but get turned on...
I once said: "If I will get a dollar for every orgasm I have, I will be a Billionaire". When I was 49 years old, I suddenly came upon the lucky find of knowing how to have orgasms in every cell of my body. With this new pleasure, I can stay in an orgasmic state for an extended period of time. The intensity fluctuates in waves - sometimes gentle, sometimes crashing. An endless stream of bliss. A wonderful by-product of a Kundalini awakening, which also translates as a spiritual realisation of the Divine spark within.
A man likes to do things in a shed. So I thought I would do this... my biggest dildo, and just me enjoy ing how it felt.. something of a test as I want to see if I can film a sequence with another camera looking frontwards, then I can go all the way to orgasm with it.. this angle is OK I think... the new cam is on order... So, a straight forward bit of penetration, but, in my shed... anyone else do things like this in sheds? got any suggestions, haha.
3rd day of mindful masturbation homework & this one was a little interesting. Since I tend to orgasm quickly, my intentions have been to slow down & build energy. More edging. Wanting anal stimulation today but without a plan. With the large dildo hanging out in there like a butt plug it got really intense internal pressure. I wanted pussy penetration too! Then it built up so much I couldn't cross over to full orgasm! A little frustrated but we got there in the end...wow. I'm definitely used to more movement in & out so this was challenging.
Day 2 of my homework assignment & I thought taking some time to self tie would be fun. It's been a while! My intention was more to play. I enjoyed the sensations of the satin robe on my body along with the tight rope. Prolonging the energy build up. Happy morning!
I'm training to be a certified sexological bodyworker & one of the 1st assignments is a week of embodiment practice (mindful masturbation). This is my 1st time squirting by myself! I took my time to slow down & give a lot of attention to the g spot instead of rushing through. Will see what the intention is tomorrow!
It's Saturday night, and if I'm honest, my heart is a little heavy. I've tried all the things—worked out, stayed busy, checked off the boxes of self-care—but some nights sadness lingers anyway. So tonight, I'm choosing not to run from it. I'm choosing to sit quietly with myself, offer myself a little grace, and practice the often difficult art of self-love. Healing isn't always beautiful. Sometimes it looks like a woman alone on a Saturday night, loving herself enough to stay.
This is a quick experiment with my guy-brator the Hot Octopus. The damn thing keeps falling off, and I got tired of having to find medical tape, so I did a little arts and crafts. Cue the MacGuyver music: hot glue gun, velcro, and elastic. If I say 'strap on' it'll mean something different, but 😅... anyway, enjoy the test drive and ENJOY YOURSELF!
We went to bed early & I really tried to fall asleep but couldn't. I was already wet & swollen when I decided to have a little quiet quickie under the covers to help get tired. So succulent!
I was recently in a toy shop, looking around, seeing all the various toys they had, when I got to the glass toy section. I've heard about them before and got curious. After a bit of quick googling, I decided to try one out and this is me trying it out for the first time. Needless to say, I should have swapped to glass a while ago. Good buy.
Another incredibly beautiful and sensual video where I play with my vagina and nipples, and bite my skin before orgasm.
EEEEEEEEE!! My wife and I are building a sex room! 🥳🤩😈 🎶I'm so excited and I just can't hide it!🎶 I'm cleaning out the space getting it ready, right? I'm clearing out an old drawer and I find... this big old cock ring with a ball stretcher. I forgot I had this thing. *shrug* Wife and kids are out of the house... Better make sure it still works, right? **Sorry for the bump in the middle- the damn iPhone tipped over. #Realworldsex, right? 🤷🏾♂️🤦🏾♂️**
Taking the time to be in the moment. To silence everything else and to feel this feeling. I have always associated the metal bronze, with strength and warmth.. now watch this strong dick and warm cum.. Enjoy.
As I was editing the first Showin the Growin, I wanted to do one that was mostly hands free and had much better lighting. There aren't many better lit places than hotel bathrooms, so I took advantage of my alone time and lighting to give another perspective on my penis going from flaccid to not flaccid. This video isn't on mute, but it's mostly quiet. I did this to focus on my body, but also to avoid any copyright concerns with the videos I was watching behind the camera to help me get aroused. I want this series to help normalize flaccid penises, states/stages of arousal, and help provoke thoughts of what contributes to our arousal. For me it was an interesting self study. I hope you enjoy.
This is a continuation of the same session from Showin the Growin 2, but this time I get handsy and let my dick stretch out. In the preview pictures you can see how much my dick grows and in watching the video you can also see the obvious difference manual stimulation makes compared to hands free. I don't record cumshots, so there will be none of that here, but plenty to make you wish you could see more. Thank you, and enjoy.
This is a fairly old, but intimate video taken during the winter break of 2023. I wanted to be able exhibit my penis going from flaccid to hard, but in a compelling way to me to make it worth recording. So I decided it would be cool to also showcase the weight of it as it gets bigger, by dropping it down onto my mattress. The lighting isn't the best, but it's what we got. The reason I made this video is because, despite, never having been insecure about my penis size, especially not my flaccid penis size, I feel like the expectations of porn have given folks, women included, unrealistic expectations of what they're getting into if I were to take off my pants. I want to show how easy it is for me to go from flaccid to not flaccid, and how normal it should be to not be hard all the time despite my dick having a large final form. I hope you enjoy and it can be a learning opportunity for those who are less familiar with flaccid penises. Thank you.
After a lot of spicy sexting with a ... friend ... I just could not keep it together anymore, and had some condoms that were expiring and who am I to waste a perfectly good condom? I've been doing a lot of unpacking of sexual shame and after a blue moon intentions spell I think it worked because y'all I cannot get enough of multiple orgasms and taking sultry photos. In this video you will see me sending off slutty texts to said friend, enjoying the combo of a vibrator and dildo, and having not one but two orgasms as the light of the day fades. Tragically I had to be fairly quiet as my roommate was home so apologies on the lack of moans but they are definitely evident in my strangled facial expressions. Enjoy the braids falling elegantly over my breasts, and Happy Pride <3 And my cat deciding she wanted to be part of the show too..
I was scrolling on my phone while I waited for the laundry to be done, about to make myself come real quick, because I didn’t look “camera ready”. And suddenly I remembered that my body is always sexy, and the whole point of this community is showing real bodies and true pleasure. So I put up a camera and made myself cum really hard for you all :)