FlowerPower1001

Trevor and I have been on a journey of discovery. Sexual shame, repression, and circumstances have often kept my Phoenix (what Trevor calls my Sacred Slut Energy) caged. Sometimes dead. Trevor met me in one of the longest and brightest expressions of the Pheonix and he fell in love with me. Between now and then I endured a very abusive and repressive relationship. One that did not honor my sacred energy, especially the sacred slut. As Trevor and I continue our sexual journey The Pheonix is rising again, and this time with the overwhelming support of my partner. I look forward to seeing how my sexual energy evolves. The positive ripples that come from being a slut. The ways I can positively impact the world and the people I love. The ways I can alchemize that energy into a creative one. My hope is that our connection to ourselves and to each other can ripple out into the world. Thank you for witnessing us friends! Much Love.

I enter this "self conscious" state when I'm bleeding. My face is breaking out. My body is holding onto weight and water. My energy levels are low. It's unlikely for me to initiate sexual energy, which is a big part of my "essence." My partner's energy adorably seems to flow with mine. So me depending on him for validation of my irregular insecurity is something I have to hint at or ask for, which is good! I don't (or I'd like to not) expect him to give me more than he is inspired to give me. He is always so willing to embrace me when I tell him that's what I need. In this self conscious state, I took this photo. Totally relaxed, tummy out, slightly hunched over with cramps in my back, and thought "Damn…I love my body."

I love how Trevor witnesses me give myself an 11th orgasm after he fills me up. His thick and milky cum combined with my sweet juices makes for the best lubricant for my fingers to dance on my clit. His observation of my entire being; my eye movements, my body twitches, the placement of my fingers, my muscles contracting, the fluctuation of my breath, his milked cock resting between my thighs, all adds to the power of my orgasm. His true and absolute presence allows sooo much pleasure to ripple through my body. I've never had such powerful orgasms