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Hey friends! My name is Ohrion, and I'm a FTM trans guy. I really like people, talking and hanging out, chilling, cuddling with my cat, eating breakfast, and generally existing in the world as myself. I live in Los Angeles, which makes me feel super blessed because eternal summertime is a dream come true (I grew up in the northeast so… I will never take this warmth for granted!). I'm a softie at heart, and I really can't help it (trust me, I've tried).
My friends. I don't know where I'd be today without them.
I'm super grateful to all of you who watch my videos! Especially the ones who've been here from the beginning… you've been with me on such a journey and I'm so grateful for that. It makes me happy to know that others enjoy seeing snippets of my path and growth. I welcome comments, they make me smile!
Posted on: 12/17/2024 02:12 PM
Let me know what you like about it in the comments! It brings me a lot of joy to know people are watching and I love even more when the videos make you feel good:) Let me know how it made you feel!
Posted on: 01/24/2022 10:01 AM
I'm so excited to share these next two videos with you! I've watched them myself several times already and mhmmmmm, I just know you'll enjoy it;)
Posted on: 01/24/2022 10:01 AM
Just uploaded two new vids for you all, and I'm so excited! it's been a while since I've posted bc there's been so much wildness in my life, many ups and downs and things to tend to, but I was feeling it and made two GORGEOUS vids for you all. I'm really loving these. Normally I can't watch my own videos but these, I've been so enjoying. they're so satisfying to watch. UGHH!!!!! YAY!
Posted on: 01/24/2022 10:01 AM
!!! <3<3<3 ;);)
Posted on: 10/17/2020 10:25 PM
I've never gotten around to posting on here, and I figured I would start! I'm excited to share a vid I just made a couple nights ago with you all called Silly Dance Night. It'll probably be up in a few days.
I am using MLNP as a way to explore my sexuality and get more comfortable with it. Experiencing pleasure during sex and masturbation has been a long road for me. Due to trauma, I cut off my connection with my body. It isn't just sex I have trouble with--it's ANYTHING that requires me to be INSIDE of my body instead of my head. Music, for example, can be over stimulating much of the time. I have always ran from yoga, stretching, or exercise--too intense to be forced to feel my body! Has anyone else had a similar journey?
Well, it's slowly changing, day after day, but just like any growth, it often comes as two steps forward, one step back. That's recovery for you. Inviting you into this journey is actually helping me! And watching other MLNP stars vids is also helping me! Every time I feel a moment of shame for something in my video, I remember seeing a similar moment-- a pause, mistake, face, laugh, vulnerable share, silly word choice, noise, or pure & genuine self-expression in someone else's videos. And I remember I'm not alone. That I'm NOT: too weird, too slow, too dorky, too queer, not queer enough, not attractive, gross, too silly, too serious, too WHATEVER. I'm normal, just like you--abnormal, too, just like you;)
HOW BEAUTIFUL IS THAT.
So, thanks for being part of this healing! Thanks for watching, thanks for commenting, thanks for enjoying, and THANKS FOR HELPING ME PAY RENT.
<3 <3 <3
Yours truly,
CLOVE
P.S. Here is a lil shot of the Silly Dance Night comin' up;) I know you'll enjoy it! Get ready to LAUGH at me and with me:)