You Make Me Crazy

This is Part 2 of the last video we uploaded (Happy Accidents). It's been FOREVER, and this is actually Z's edit. I really really wanted to edit it myself which is why I waited so long, but recently I watched this and fell in love with how cute we are. He comes from a porn watching background (cishet gaze tings) and so his edit probably won't include the awkward little things I enjoy putting in.. but the chemistry does come through. It's really real, aha as much as Z fancies himself a performer he only really gets it up when he feels safe, seen and loved. There's one part where I ask him to hold me like a little nugget because I'm SO OVERWHELMED. I love how he touches me and how he makes me feel so small. I love how I can always ask him for new positions and be playful and try new things. One day I will possibly get around to editing the video the way I experience it, but for now .. have at it.. more than a year later :P we're still together and he still has a look of impish delight when my butt's on a platter XD. Lastly we're trying to fundraise to get Z to come to an AcroYoga retreat with me so we can level up our partner work ;) ... sooo if ya'll love this we will try and film more. Promise!

Early April of '24 Zeke and I were in Bali, on the cusp of our lives diverging, but the sex was still so sweet and orgasmic. I really love this video because it's sex the way I like it. Sweet and sensual make outs, me teasing his manhood, and him reigning it in so I can take control. I love lying back and enjoying myself with a vibrator, his finger, and finally his cock. I love it when I get to play with getting so close to my climax, and he has to hold himself on the edge waiting for me. I love feeling myself let go while he's sucking on my nipples and giving me soft kisses. The way he watches me expectantly and how he murmurs sweet things to me. In the end he tells me sorry, and I'm like, what are you apologizing for? And he says, I came. He didn't want to cum yet, but sometimes you can't keep on holding on. We made a mess (:, clean-up included of course!

Part 1/2 because the file sizes are very large. We filmed this at the Mount in New Zealand when we were reunited. He had been working off-grid, and I'd been on my own for a while. We missed each other a lot and had really hot sex the night before and wanted to do a multi-cam scene. This was probably the last time we had really loving sex. Part 1 is mainly "foreplay" with a little bit of tension, since off-camera we had gotten into a fight. Two neurospicy individuals meeting in the middle. He's very ADHD and likes stimulus and intensity. I have autistic traits and there are a lot of sensory things that bother me, so I like everything in a particular way with lots of communication. So in Part 1 we have cuddles, massages, blowjobs, lickjobs, kissing, light spanking, fingers, and basically just the tip.. then Part 2 will continue with the rest, playfulness and orgasms..

This is the first time we booked a space for the sole purpose of filming and it definitely was an experience that has taught us so much about ourselves. We've been navigating our sex life, both learning and unlearning our personal histories and habits with bodies, sex, intimacy, and performance. One of the topics that comes up a lot is who gets to cum, why an orgasm is necessary, and who gets to decide. Z has a higher sex drive, and he gets cranky when he doesn't get to cum. For him, sex is about love, intimacy, and getting his rocks off. I could have sex 0 times in a year, or 5 times a day. I can get myself off in 2 minutes, or hold off for days. For me, sex is about performance and my partner. Between the two of us, we get to meet in the middle. While he learns to slow down, and sometimes go without cumming, I learn how to give myself over to passion and get vulnerable. Spoiler, we both get to cum in this session ;). This is Part 1 of 2, just under 40min (and 5GB).

This is Part 2 (Part 1 was called One Last Time), and this video starts with a small cuddly re-cap, and then fully dives into the continuation. Part 1 was foreplay, Part 2 is fucking and orgasms. I need a vibrator and fingers to come undone, while he needs my vessel to explode. Context of this video is that we were in New Zealand, exploring and working in separate cities, and then we were reunited after spending a month apart. Our relationship was rocky at the time, but we very much missed each other and the act of cuddling, playing, and fucking has always been our love language. There's a whole bunch of real-ness and silliness, like me breaking the camera tripod while he's inside of me, the way I demand a towel needs to be folded, how I don't want to make a mess so I stop my orgasm and whine about it, or the way I talk dirty to him all the while mewing and being needy, but mostly, the way I list all the ways in which I love him and it drives him to vigorously fuck me until he explodes his seed all over me ;). The End.

"I used to play with myself all the time, for pleasure and for work, lately I've only wanted to share pleasure with you."rnrnThis video came out of texting with Ro while he was at work. I was at home reading erotica and sending him naughty selfies and video snippets. He was teasing me telling me how he might have to start masturbating at work. I got myself all worked up and I couldn't help myself. So I thought it would be cute to make a video for him. He got home after the video was finished and was all over me. Part 1 I'm sharing with you today, Part 2 has yet to be edited.