Plugged Up & Home Alone

When I told Kayak about the videos I make for MLNP his almost immediate response was “I’d film something with you.” The thought of it made me so nervous! I didn’t take him up on it for quite some time. But as soon as the camera turned on, all the nerves subsided and I was able to enjoy myself — enjoy him. Hope you enjoy this video (as much as I did making it) with the promise of more to come! And so for the first time ever on film: watch me get fucked.

We're on a little road trip -- which means having sex & filming it in new locations, obviously. I was going to film myself in the shower but found it tricky with nothing to rest my phone on. So I asked Kayak to. Kinda hot. I liked it a lot & asked him to fuck me afterwards.

It's been a bit! Know that I've been masturbating at night in the dark under the blankets so you haven't missed much. In my intro I discuss what's been doing it for me lately - especially as I barely remember what it's like to have sex with another human being. I'm cozy in my bed and seize the free moment I have while it's mine.

Most good days start by waking up slowly.

I never owned a dildo up until about a month ago. So — I'm using it in all the ways I can imagine and checked shower wall off the list today. I felt a little too filled up having it from behind, so I revert to tried and true methods. What other ways can I use this guy?

CC: I’ve got some time before I go to work. I thought we’d spend that time together. I had a wet dream the other day. I didn’t even know women could have wet dreams — but I woke up and I was coming. So. I had a dream…that…I was watching this guy fuck this other guy…and I came over and I was sucking the one guys dick…and then they were fucking me…and then, at the end of it…a whole bunch of people were watching me and I just came. I wasn’t still fucking them, I was just masturbating. In front of a whole bunch of people and they watched me cum. And I think that’s kind of what we do on here. I really didn’t know that I liked to be watched until I started making these videos to be honest. It wasn’t something I went into thinking “oh I can’t wait for people to watch me.” But now that I do I really like it.

I've got new nipples, a new start to a tattoo and some time to spend with you. Rhymes aside, I had an areola reduction 3 months ago and the scars are still in the process of fading. I feel neutral about the scars, positive about these new smaller nipples of mine and elated to be sharing with a community that has always been so kind to me :) I started making videos on MLNP almost a year ago now and there has been lots and lots of growth. One thing that hasn't changed is my undying love to myself. I got naked in front of you all when I had more nipple than boob and I'm going to do so now that I've achieved the inverse. We are so much more than our physical bodies. And at the same time, our bodies should be loved and celebrated. I hope you find some love for yourself while you enjoy this video. See you next time!

Idle hands are the devil's playground...I like to think that's how a lot of my videos come to exist. Hope you enjoy!

This #metime is courtesy of me admiring myself in the mirror for a long enough time that I got turned on. Lately, I have been really leaning into the type of confidence that would have made a version of me a year or two ago uncomfortable. I imagine that’s a product of filming and watching myself masturbate for going on 6 months.

I’ve got someone to play with me and now we’ve got this new toy from Hot Octopuss to play with too! I surprised Kayak with it when he came over and then also brought it along when I came over to visit. Super unique with a vibrator on the inside that penetrates through to the exterior — making it perfect for partnered play (and now it lives at his house as its a great solo toy for those with penises too). Hope you enjoy watching us try it out for the first (and second) time!