Playing with some toys before bedtime

This #metime is courtesy of me admiring myself in the mirror for a long enough time that I got turned on. Lately, I have been really leaning into the type of confidence that would have made a version of me a year or two ago uncomfortable. I imagine that’s a product of filming and watching myself masturbate for going on 6 months.

It's been a bit! Know that I've been masturbating at night in the dark under the blankets so you haven't missed much. In my intro I discuss what's been doing it for me lately - especially as I barely remember what it's like to have sex with another human being. I'm cozy in my bed and seize the free moment I have while it's mine.

When I told Kayak about the videos I make for MLNP his almost immediate response was “I’d film something with you.” The thought of it made me so nervous! I didn’t take him up on it for quite some time. But as soon as the camera turned on, all the nerves subsided and I was able to enjoy myself — enjoy him. Hope you enjoy this video (as much as I did making it) with the promise of more to come! And so for the first time ever on film: watch me get fucked.

We're on a little road trip -- which means having sex & filming it in new locations, obviously. I was going to film myself in the shower but found it tricky with nothing to rest my phone on. So I asked Kayak to. Kinda hot. I liked it a lot & asked him to fuck me afterwards.

I got home from hot yoga -- and since I needed to get clean, I figured I might as well use the bathtub faucet to masturbate, one of my favorite ways to cum that I don't partake in often. I got some *rainbow* juice after hot yoga, had a sip and didn't realize it was around my mouth until about half way through. But there's more interesting things to look at than the purple juice on my lips. After I cum in the bath, I cum while laying on the floor with some toys -- why not? It's a Sunday, I'm not doing much of anything else.

Lunch breaks have become my favorite time to get off & make these videos! It always puts me in a good mood for the rest of the day. I especially had fun in this video & I hope you can tell.

Here’s a quick one! I joined r/sextoys and learned that suction cup dildos stick to the wall! So I had to try that out. There’s a bit of struggle but I make it work! I took a break for lunch (I’m working remotely, hence the outfit) but had to keep it quiet because my roommate got home from work.

I've got new nipples, a new start to a tattoo and some time to spend with you. Rhymes aside, I had an areola reduction 3 months ago and the scars are still in the process of fading. I feel neutral about the scars, positive about these new smaller nipples of mine and elated to be sharing with a community that has always been so kind to me :) I started making videos on MLNP almost a year ago now and there has been lots and lots of growth. One thing that hasn't changed is my undying love to myself. I got naked in front of you all when I had more nipple than boob and I'm going to do so now that I've achieved the inverse. We are so much more than our physical bodies. And at the same time, our bodies should be loved and celebrated. I hope you find some love for yourself while you enjoy this video. See you next time!

This is my first time filming my #realworldsex (solo). My new dildo & I get to know each other in the bathroom and my lelo wand also joins in. & who could forget the lube? What a trio. I warm up with lelo & then ride the new dildo until I finish. Expect intermittent water breaks.

I was hoping to hook up with someone last night -- instead he turned me down for a second time when I asked if he wanted to hang out. I rarely give second chances, but I most certainly won't be giving him a third :') I'm just ungodly horny is all. He's not even anything special. Anyway. Watch me make myself cum because seemingly no one else is going to do it for me :) :) :) Sorry for the come and go, but its kinda fun when you don't know when you'll see me -- don't you think?