Lazy Sunday in the Bathtub

I was hoping to hook up with someone last night -- instead he turned me down for a second time when I asked if he wanted to hang out. I rarely give second chances, but I most certainly won't be giving him a third :') I'm just ungodly horny is all. He's not even anything special. Anyway. Watch me make myself cum because seemingly no one else is going to do it for me :) :) :) Sorry for the come and go, but its kinda fun when you don't know when you'll see me -- don't you think?

Here’s a quick one! I joined r/sextoys and learned that suction cup dildos stick to the wall! So I had to try that out. There’s a bit of struggle but I make it work! I took a break for lunch (I’m working remotely, hence the outfit) but had to keep it quiet because my roommate got home from work.

It's been a bit! Know that I've been masturbating at night in the dark under the blankets so you haven't missed much. In my intro I discuss what's been doing it for me lately - especially as I barely remember what it's like to have sex with another human being. I'm cozy in my bed and seize the free moment I have while it's mine.

It's always when we're playing around in a nonsexual setting and Kayak spanks me a little, I moan, and I remember that I really like to be spanked. That's what happened this morning. This time I requested we bring it into the bedroom. Here it is plus some playing around that ensued.

When I told Kayak about the videos I make for MLNP his almost immediate response was “I’d film something with you.” The thought of it made me so nervous! I didn’t take him up on it for quite some time. But as soon as the camera turned on, all the nerves subsided and I was able to enjoy myself — enjoy him. Hope you enjoy this video (as much as I did making it) with the promise of more to come! And so for the first time ever on film: watch me get fucked.

A little behind the scenes prep after hot yoga and before masturbating. 🌼🌼🌼 53 seconds of plant watering clips 6 minutes shaving 12 minutes masturbating 🌼🌼🌼 My favorite part of making videos for MLNP is coming up with a plan before hand and doing something fun/putting a little effort into a *special* time masturbating. I used to be in the habit of watching porn, getting off quickly and getting off often. It’s been a cool experience slowing down, watching me play with myself and getting off to that. Oh — and I also love using what minimal video editing knowledge I have to make something fun and be creative. I have a lot of fun with all aspects of creating videos! Hope you enjoy 💛

Maybe my favorite way to get off is in the bathtub. I’ve been putting extra effort into making masturbating interesting for myself — I think this is maybe in part why people have sex with other people. Sure keeps things interesting. Today “keeping it interesting” translated into copious amounts of blush and pigtails.

Here’s a video featuring a yoga zoom class I did in my living room! And after I got out the wand, as I do. Since I’ve started making these videos, I’ve shied away from watching porn in order to cum, but today I watched Amber + JD’s latest, Belt Around My Neck... I’m not sure how to explain it exactly but the unbuckling of a belt, impact play with a belt — that’s my favorite. Just watching someone take off their belt turns me on. So I really loved this video, haha! I’ve been having the wildest sex dreams, partly due to the fact that my boyfriend and I broke up during a pandemic and I likely won’t be having sex with another human for who knows how many months. So I’m irregularly horny — but for content’s sake, that’s probably best. Thank you to the commenter who recommended a video with yoga! I hope to do more and get better with the angles for best capturing it all as I make more videos ❤️ More recommendations, please!

At the time this video had been filmed, I'd already been cummed in 2 times that day. A little camping trip makes us horny! Or maybe it's just one another. We really love to fuck. Kayak & I have been spending a lot of time together -- & that makes me so happy! The sex is really good & it shows. I love his body but I think he loves mine more.

This #metime is courtesy of me admiring myself in the mirror for a long enough time that I got turned on. Lately, I have been really leaning into the type of confidence that would have made a version of me a year or two ago uncomfortable. I imagine that’s a product of filming and watching myself masturbate for going on 6 months.