It's been a bit! Know that I've been masturbating at night in the dark under the blankets so you haven't missed much. In my intro I discuss what's been doing it for me lately - especially as I barely remember what it's like to have sex with another human being. I'm cozy in my bed and seize the free moment I have while it's mine.

We all already know the bathtub is my favorite way to spend some time alone. Please ignore the bit of dirt that floats around in the bathtub throughout the entirety of the video 🙈 The bathtub doubles as the place I water my plants.

This #metime is courtesy of me admiring myself in the mirror for a long enough time that I got turned on. Lately, I have been really leaning into the type of confidence that would have made a version of me a year or two ago uncomfortable. I imagine that’s a product of filming and watching myself masturbate for going on 6 months.

Hello! It's been a bit but I've taken a long, much needed break. I find myself thinking of you all often! Here's a video I made late one night in my van, hope you don't mind the chatty intro, I thought we might catch up a bit :)

Happy Valentine’s Day! ❤️ I had a great day with friends and came home to myself on Valentine’s Day…so I put the moves on me. This is one of the Valentine’s Days I’ve spent without a partner and so far it’s been one of the best! It’s unashamedly one of my favorite holidays. Hope you enjoy, the angles were a bit tricky at times!

I grew a garden this year -- among one of the plants, Toothache plant. Historically used to treat toothaches, I thought I was just growing it for fun -- until I found out the effects: a numb, drooling, slobbery mouth. As far as I'm concerned, this is an herb for sloppy oral sex. I LOVE sucking cock. It's really one of my sex favorites. Kayak is really turned on by wet, slobbery, drooling and otherwise messy mouths & pussies. Toothache plant couldn't be better for blow jobs. It was MESSY. Lots of fun. Hope you enjoy this video! We moved our bed onto the front porch & this is our first time filming anything out here :)

When I told Kayak about the videos I make for MLNP his almost immediate response was “I’d film something with you.” The thought of it made me so nervous! I didn’t take him up on it for quite some time. But as soon as the camera turned on, all the nerves subsided and I was able to enjoy myself — enjoy him. Hope you enjoy this video (as much as I did making it) with the promise of more to come! And so for the first time ever on film: watch me get fucked.

A little behind the scenes prep after hot yoga and before masturbating. 🌼🌼🌼 53 seconds of plant watering clips 6 minutes shaving 12 minutes masturbating 🌼🌼🌼 My favorite part of making videos for MLNP is coming up with a plan before hand and doing something fun/putting a little effort into a *special* time masturbating. I used to be in the habit of watching porn, getting off quickly and getting off often. It’s been a cool experience slowing down, watching me play with myself and getting off to that. Oh — and I also love using what minimal video editing knowledge I have to make something fun and be creative. I have a lot of fun with all aspects of creating videos! Hope you enjoy 💛

One lazy Sunday after hot yoga I took a hot bath for my sore muscles (I just got a new puppy who loves walks but now I have shin splints 😅). I decided to use some toys in the bathtub because my wand is water proof, but I'm not great at cumming in the bathtub so I laid a towel down on my bed and finished up there. There's also a hot minute when I try to stick my dildo to the side of the tub but it's too wet & the dildo launches itself out of me... (a little embarrassing but I kept it in, as it's real haha) As I get less shy, my videos become more talkative. I hope you get to know me a little more while I get off!

CC: I’ve got some time before I go to work. I thought we’d spend that time together. I had a wet dream the other day. I didn’t even know women could have wet dreams — but I woke up and I was coming. So. I had a dream…that…I was watching this guy fuck this other guy…and I came over and I was sucking the one guys dick…and then they were fucking me…and then, at the end of it…a whole bunch of people were watching me and I just came. I wasn’t still fucking them, I was just masturbating. In front of a whole bunch of people and they watched me cum. And I think that’s kind of what we do on here. I really didn’t know that I liked to be watched until I started making these videos to be honest. It wasn’t something I went into thinking “oh I can’t wait for people to watch me.” But now that I do I really like it.