Sunshine Orgasm

I filmed this to try to capture what I would like to tell a person who's inexperienced or keen to learn, because in reality I can never find words in the moment! Maybe you're feeling anxious or not sure how to start, or lonely. I gave myself an orgasm but I wanted to keep going, so I did and I made another video. Will upload that one soon. I hope you find something useful in this one.

I filmed myself and then watched it back to check it. And I got so turned on I made another one. I was curious to see close up what my vulva looks like. I think it's pretty! You can hear how wet I am. This is how I like to touch myself.

I talk a lot in this video. I felt a need to connect the different parts of myself. Start here if you are interested in learning more about me, my relationship to my body, the history of my body, what I believe and what I like in bed. I’m nervous at the start. I spend more than half the video brushing my hair out in front of the fire and at the end you can see my orgasm face. Comments welcome – more videos to come!

It’s really interesting seeing myself from this angle. I have experienced being in my body thousands of times during sex and orgasm, I know what it feels like, but I don’t know what it looks like from beneath. It’s quite mesmerising! It’s so familiar and yet unfamiliar to me. In this video, I’m tuning into myself and sending love into my body through my hands.

I share my self care routine for my body and finish with giving my vulva and vagina some love too. I brush my hair out, rub on my face oil, massage wild yam cream into my arms and scented oil into my breasts, and then I use a little women's balm on my ladygarden. You can hear how wet I am. Also you can hear my chickens and neighbours in the background. There's no talking from me in this video, I'm just relaxing into the zone. Check out my first video on my body if you want to get to know me more.