A failed experiment: cuming as much as possible without orgasm

For some way, I really like post orgasm torture. It's the excitement, the tension, and the warm feeling I get afterwards (plus the grunting and moaning while doing it...) In this video I also show you how my BJ machine works. I'm an absolute technical genius, as you can see, so I hope you can bare with me until I finally explain how it works ;). Question: would you like to be someone who does post orgasm torture to me? If so, how would you do it? I'd love to know!

I was horny. I loved myself. I wanted it to be slippery and shiny. Here you go :)

A new idea! I wanted to see how it felt like to stay in an awkward position while being sucked. It was hard to keep my hips in the air, but so much tension build up that the orgasm was amazing! Let me know what you felt ^^.

Back again, just enjoying the sun. I didn't want to orgasm, just be nice to myself. I think the intro video tells the rest :).

Wanted to share my self love... I really want to connect with people who totally feel what I'm doing in this video! If you felt a connection (or had any fantasies while watching or want to share something with me) please let me know :).

I did it :). One of my fantasies has been to keep stimulating myself after I orgasm. I was able to do it, and I recorded it to share with you. You can see me warm up for a bit, and then I use my blowjob machine to build to an orgasm. When I cum, I don't put the machine off, but let it go on for as long as I can take that rough stimulation. It was amazing! Something beautiful happened after the torture part: I landed in such a nice place of happiness and bliss, that I could only sit there and enjoy the love I felt for myself. Luckily, I recorded that part too. I hope it will resonate with you too :). Please let me know.

To not allow myself to lower any tension while playing, I used lube and my fingertips - jerking not allowed. It's a build up from start to finish, and a special moment I wish you to try to have an orgasm. Hope you like it. And don't forget: I'd love to read about your experience! Comment about anything, even the most dirty things inside of your mind. I like connecting with you.

I get soooo turned on looking back at my own video... It's just exactly the way I would like to be sucked. There's something strange about giving a blowjob. I disconnect people from their genitals. I like girls, but I also like penises. Sucking cock is an amazingly exciting thing. I'd love to suck a real cock somewhere in the future, I just never met a guy I find sexually interesting. In the meantime, I enjoy my toy. If you liked this video, let me know; I'd like to make longer blowjob videos in the future. Tell me what you'd love to see in them ;).

Imaging you, my viewer, are here with me... I'll be talking to you and looking at you. You will suck me and lick my cock in all kinds of ways. And I even go down on you in my video ;). All kinds of positions and sounds. I'd love to know what you think. About the abrupt ending: the camera just stopped. And I was like: no, now I have to film it all again! But then I realized I only wanted to do that because I didn't show my orgasm. And sex should not be just about orgasm! So to move away from shame I still wanted to show you what was already there, and that was me having a lot of fun and being happy with my body :). Let me hear about you and your fantasies :).

Always wanted to do this, never found the courage. Then a female friend of mine turned me on a lot, and I finally did this. I get so turned on looking back... So horny right now writing this, haha.