Hi again :) Cum in my van

It's been a bit! Know that I've been masturbating at night in the dark under the blankets so you haven't missed much. In my intro I discuss what's been doing it for me lately - especially as I barely remember what it's like to have sex with another human being. I'm cozy in my bed and seize the free moment I have while it's mine.

Sometimes when I'm playing around with myself, things get a little...weird (throw back to the video where I stuff radishes in my pussy & butthole). In this little ditty, I fill up with coconut oil and then turn my wand up to the third setting, a level I hadn't obtained until the filming of this video. Did I ruin my orgasm? Yes, I did. But the intensity of the wand was a lot of fun!

I was hoping to hook up with someone last night -- instead he turned me down for a second time when I asked if he wanted to hang out. I rarely give second chances, but I most certainly won't be giving him a third :') I'm just ungodly horny is all. He's not even anything special. Anyway. Watch me make myself cum because seemingly no one else is going to do it for me :) :) :) Sorry for the come and go, but its kinda fun when you don't know when you'll see me -- don't you think?

Happy Valentine’s Day! ❤️ I had a great day with friends and came home to myself on Valentine’s Day…so I put the moves on me. This is one of the Valentine’s Days I’ve spent without a partner and so far it’s been one of the best! It’s unashamedly one of my favorite holidays. Hope you enjoy, the angles were a bit tricky at times!

It's always when we're playing around in a nonsexual setting and Kayak spanks me a little, I moan, and I remember that I really like to be spanked. That's what happened this morning. This time I requested we bring it into the bedroom. Here it is plus some playing around that ensued.

Filmed a little something with Kayak in mind (for me & for you too, we're all coming!). It's a fantasy of his, turned reality, that a pussy gets all wet and gooey and then he fucks it in order to come. In this video I play around with myself until I orgasm and then text him to come up to bed ;)

We're on a little road trip -- which means having sex & filming it in new locations, obviously. I was going to film myself in the shower but found it tricky with nothing to rest my phone on. So I asked Kayak to. Kinda hot. I liked it a lot & asked him to fuck me afterwards.

This #metime is courtesy of me admiring myself in the mirror for a long enough time that I got turned on. Lately, I have been really leaning into the type of confidence that would have made a version of me a year or two ago uncomfortable. I imagine that’s a product of filming and watching myself masturbate for going on 6 months.

I grew a garden this year -- among one of the plants, Toothache plant. Historically used to treat toothaches, I thought I was just growing it for fun -- until I found out the effects: a numb, drooling, slobbery mouth. As far as I'm concerned, this is an herb for sloppy oral sex. I LOVE sucking cock. It's really one of my sex favorites. Kayak is really turned on by wet, slobbery, drooling and otherwise messy mouths & pussies. Toothache plant couldn't be better for blow jobs. It was MESSY. Lots of fun. Hope you enjoy this video! We moved our bed onto the front porch & this is our first time filming anything out here :)

Maybe my favorite way to get off is in the bathtub. I’ve been putting extra effort into making masturbating interesting for myself — I think this is maybe in part why people have sex with other people. Sure keeps things interesting. Today “keeping it interesting” translated into copious amounts of blush and pigtails.