Self-love: a penis massage

Wanted to do this for a loooooong time. And I did it! You can see me a bit scared to do it, but when I eventually come, I succeeded in continuing to keep jerking after my orgasm. It was terrible... It was amazing! Hope you enjoy, let me know.

Back again, just enjoying the sun. I didn't want to orgasm, just be nice to myself. I think the intro video tells the rest :).

To not allow myself to lower any tension while playing, I used lube and my fingertips - jerking not allowed. It's a build up from start to finish, and a special moment I wish you to try to have an orgasm. Hope you like it. And don't forget: I'd love to read about your experience! Comment about anything, even the most dirty things inside of your mind. I like connecting with you.

For some way, I really like post orgasm torture. It's the excitement, the tension, and the warm feeling I get afterwards (plus the grunting and moaning while doing it...) In this video I also show you how my BJ machine works. I'm an absolute technical genius, as you can see, so I hope you can bare with me until I finally explain how it works ;). Question: would you like to be someone who does post orgasm torture to me? If so, how would you do it? I'd love to know!

I wanted to share what it looks like through my eyes when I masturbate. My head is next to the camera, so you can hear me moan clearly. I love to moan, and I get turned on a lot when I listen back to myself moaning. I'm getting more and more into using lube. I like smacking my balls a bit too. I hope you like that too ^^.

I like trying stuff out. I know how to ejaculate without having an orgasm, and wanted to see how much I could get out. But then I felt the orgasm crawl up my spine and reach my brain. I'd love to try more experiment and would love to read about your input. Maybe you have some interesting ideas? Or maybe a way how I can improve on this video? Let me know!

I get soooo turned on looking back at my own video... It's just exactly the way I would like to be sucked. There's something strange about giving a blowjob. I disconnect people from their genitals. I like girls, but I also like penises. Sucking cock is an amazingly exciting thing. I'd love to suck a real cock somewhere in the future, I just never met a guy I find sexually interesting. In the meantime, I enjoy my toy. If you liked this video, let me know; I'd like to make longer blowjob videos in the future. Tell me what you'd love to see in them ;).

Imaging you, my viewer, are here with me... I'll be talking to you and looking at you. You will suck me and lick my cock in all kinds of ways. And I even go down on you in my video ;). All kinds of positions and sounds. I'd love to know what you think. About the abrupt ending: the camera just stopped. And I was like: no, now I have to film it all again! But then I realized I only wanted to do that because I didn't show my orgasm. And sex should not be just about orgasm! So to move away from shame I still wanted to show you what was already there, and that was me having a lot of fun and being happy with my body :). Let me hear about you and your fantasies :).

Wanted to share my self love... I really want to connect with people who totally feel what I'm doing in this video! If you felt a connection (or had any fantasies while watching or want to share something with me) please let me know :).

Wanted to try my anal vibrator (I'll make a video where I actually use it in my ass ;)). This turned out amazing! The orgasm was gigantic en made my whole body convulse and shake. I moaned like hell and really want to do this again!