Self-love: a penis massage

I like trying stuff out. I know how to ejaculate without having an orgasm, and wanted to see how much I could get out. But then I felt the orgasm crawl up my spine and reach my brain. I'd love to try more experiment and would love to read about your input. Maybe you have some interesting ideas? Or maybe a way how I can improve on this video? Let me know!

I get soooo turned on looking back at my own video... It's just exactly the way I would like to be sucked. There's something strange about giving a blowjob. I disconnect people from their genitals. I like girls, but I also like penises. Sucking cock is an amazingly exciting thing. I'd love to suck a real cock somewhere in the future, I just never met a guy I find sexually interesting. In the meantime, I enjoy my toy. If you liked this video, let me know; I'd like to make longer blowjob videos in the future. Tell me what you'd love to see in them ;).

Back again, just enjoying the sun. I didn't want to orgasm, just be nice to myself. I think the intro video tells the rest :).

How I actually play in the shower. I like to make sounds, grunt, imagine like I'm fucking someone. And I wanted to show you one special thing: I cum, and then keep going! I love using my cum as lube. Let me know what you think.

I wanted to share what it looks like through my eyes when I masturbate. My head is next to the camera, so you can hear me moan clearly. I love to moan, and I get turned on a lot when I listen back to myself moaning. I'm getting more and more into using lube. I like smacking my balls a bit too. I hope you like that too ^^.

A new idea! I wanted to see how it felt like to stay in an awkward position while being sucked. It was hard to keep my hips in the air, but so much tension build up that the orgasm was amazing! Let me know what you felt ^^.

Wanted to do this for a loooooong time. And I did it! You can see me a bit scared to do it, but when I eventually come, I succeeded in continuing to keep jerking after my orgasm. It was terrible... It was amazing! Hope you enjoy, let me know.

Always wanted to do this, never found the courage. Then a female friend of mine turned me on a lot, and I finally did this. I get so turned on looking back... So horny right now writing this, haha.

Imaging you, my viewer, are here with me... I'll be talking to you and looking at you. You will suck me and lick my cock in all kinds of ways. And I even go down on you in my video ;). All kinds of positions and sounds. I'd love to know what you think. About the abrupt ending: the camera just stopped. And I was like: no, now I have to film it all again! But then I realized I only wanted to do that because I didn't show my orgasm. And sex should not be just about orgasm! So to move away from shame I still wanted to show you what was already there, and that was me having a lot of fun and being happy with my body :). Let me hear about you and your fantasies :).

To not allow myself to lower any tension while playing, I used lube and my fingertips - jerking not allowed. It's a build up from start to finish, and a special moment I wish you to try to have an orgasm. Hope you like it. And don't forget: I'd love to read about your experience! Comment about anything, even the most dirty things inside of your mind. I like connecting with you.