Self-love: a penis massage

To not allow myself to lower any tension while playing, I used lube and my fingertips - jerking not allowed. It's a build up from start to finish, and a special moment I wish you to try to have an orgasm. Hope you like it. And don't forget: I'd love to read about your experience! Comment about anything, even the most dirty things inside of your mind. I like connecting with you.

For some way, I really like post orgasm torture. It's the excitement, the tension, and the warm feeling I get afterwards (plus the grunting and moaning while doing it...) In this video I also show you how my BJ machine works. I'm an absolute technical genius, as you can see, so I hope you can bare with me until I finally explain how it works ;). Question: would you like to be someone who does post orgasm torture to me? If so, how would you do it? I'd love to know!

Back again, just enjoying the sun. I didn't want to orgasm, just be nice to myself. I think the intro video tells the rest :).

I wanted to share what it looks like through my eyes when I masturbate. My head is next to the camera, so you can hear me moan clearly. I love to moan, and I get turned on a lot when I listen back to myself moaning. I'm getting more and more into using lube. I like smacking my balls a bit too. I hope you like that too ^^.

Amazing experiment, and extremely tense. At first I couldn't find what worked, then it was amazing! I must say that the eruption was close to vulcanic...

I get soooo turned on looking back at my own video... It's just exactly the way I would like to be sucked. There's something strange about giving a blowjob. I disconnect people from their genitals. I like girls, but I also like penises. Sucking cock is an amazingly exciting thing. I'd love to suck a real cock somewhere in the future, I just never met a guy I find sexually interesting. In the meantime, I enjoy my toy. If you liked this video, let me know; I'd like to make longer blowjob videos in the future. Tell me what you'd love to see in them ;).

A new idea! I wanted to see how it felt like to stay in an awkward position while being sucked. It was hard to keep my hips in the air, but so much tension build up that the orgasm was amazing! Let me know what you felt ^^.

I did it :). One of my fantasies has been to keep stimulating myself after I orgasm. I was able to do it, and I recorded it to share with you. You can see me warm up for a bit, and then I use my blowjob machine to build to an orgasm. When I cum, I don't put the machine off, but let it go on for as long as I can take that rough stimulation. It was amazing! Something beautiful happened after the torture part: I landed in such a nice place of happiness and bliss, that I could only sit there and enjoy the love I felt for myself. Luckily, I recorded that part too. I hope it will resonate with you too :). Please let me know.

I like trying stuff out. I know how to ejaculate without having an orgasm, and wanted to see how much I could get out. But then I felt the orgasm crawl up my spine and reach my brain. I'd love to try more experiment and would love to read about your input. Maybe you have some interesting ideas? Or maybe a way how I can improve on this video? Let me know!

How I actually play in the shower. I like to make sounds, grunt, imagine like I'm fucking someone. And I wanted to show you one special thing: I cum, and then keep going! I love using my cum as lube. Let me know what you think.