Slow, Sensual Self-Love

Hiya MLNP viewers. I've been gone for a while, hospitalized for my brain 3 times over the past month and a half and while I was in there I became over-sexualized and am now having a hard time loving myself and my body. Everything feels forced and foreign to me. This is why I thought it'd be nice to film myself doing yoga again since the response was very positive. It felt like something I could do and have no pressure to "perform" any sexual acts that I am not able to do. I watch Yoga with Adriene on YouTube (today's flow was: Yoga For Weight Loss - Hips and Core Vinyasa if anyone is curious). Adriene has been my go-to online yoga instructor because her videos are so varied and specific it is easy to find exactly what I'm looking for in a practice day-to-day. This video features my cat Snowflake and my wobbly legs during some poses. I hope you Enjoy my "Scandalous Yoga" Leave any comments if you'd like to see me do other "normal" tasks half-way naked (No Bacon Cooking! LOL)

So I've never masturbated on my couch before (coupled sex = yes, alone = no) nor have I ever recorded myself doing so during the daytime! What a thrilling experience to have my blinds open, letting in stunning natural sunlight under this brand new tapestry my partner and I just put up in my apartment. He left and I decided to test out the new tapestry by getting high and boy does that make me horny. A towel, some lube, and a glass toy later and I was having a great time. **warning: coitus interuptus happens when my mother decides so face-call me during this and it comes in over my google! Ha! I definitely did not answer. 10/10 would recommend sex on a couch w/ a towel down.

Part two of the orgasm, ASMR, female-pleasure focused video I took the other week after I had been marathoning orgasms with my partner. I want to say I counted three in this video alone? Catch me using my blue dildo, purple g-spot vibrator, and then both at the same time for a real double-trouble time ;) Gotta say, backdoor play is a great time.

Well I have been happily in coupled love but decided to take some time to show off the drastic effects this new toy has on me. It's a remote gspot & clitoral stimulator from LoveHoney and lord did this have me gushing. I think I counted three orgasms in this video alone? There's a handful (ha) of breast play and a few curses as the toy takes its toll. Sit back, relax and unwind with me maybe?

So I've been thinking a lot about how I can love and appreciate my body more these days and one of my favorite things is to spend a good time putting on lotion and stretching after a shower. It was really eye opening to watch and not be critical at how my body moves because it brings me so much joy. After a nice stretch session, I decided to try out my newest silicone toy and had a very good time edging myself and eventually orgasming. If this video serves any purpose it is to make sure to stretch!

This video corresponds with images I shared on my profile page. Often when I have a partner I like to send them naughty pictures when I am having my fun (as a treat, ya know). In this film you can see I take a series of snaps and pictures while I enjoy a little #backdoor play and some double stuffed penetration.

I've been making yoga a almost daily practice recently and adding in some sensual spice of doing it 95% naked prompted an impromtu metime on the yoga mat at dinner time. I wanted to record how my body moved so for the first 17 minutes or so I am doing my practice (lots of down dog ;) if you catch my drift), then after that I positioned the camera above myself over the mat and had a lovely time. It was a surreal experience to do on the floor of my apartment while my apartment neighbors were just a wall away.

Howdy MLNP, I've recently been digging smoking some herb, getting in my fanciest fur robe, bumping great tunes (Glass Animals & Cherry Glazzer at the moment) and indulging in some self love. If you're into watching a silly, giggly gal do some sensual stretching, some good breast & body worship, and then put it all together with a nice solid dildo, this is the video for you.

This was quite fun to film! I hadn't put on my lingerie for quite some time and thought it'd be a fun experiment to have a little fun in it on camera. I am listening to Beyonce I think and having a ball of a time stretching and spending plenty of time with some #breastlove. I go through a few toys before I find just the right combo to send me over the edge into a lovely #yes!yes!yes! zone. Enjoy :)

Oh goodness me, I was already feeling frisky before bed but when I saw how my blue bathroom lights lit my skin I knew I was going to make a film. This film isn't the best visual quality but for those who enjoy ASMR and listening to sounds of female pleasure this one is a treat. So much so that I had to separate it into two parts! In coupled love I usually have at least 5 orgasms (love my partner!) so I've been trying to hit that mark on my own. And boy oh boy was this an orgasm marathon. Ideal watching scenario: A dark room under blue light ;)