Slow, Sensual Self-Love

Hiya MLNP viewers. I've been gone for a while, hospitalized for my brain 3 times over the past month and a half and while I was in there I became over-sexualized and am now having a hard time loving myself and my body. Everything feels forced and foreign to me. This is why I thought it'd be nice to film myself doing yoga again since the response was very positive. It felt like something I could do and have no pressure to "perform" any sexual acts that I am not able to do. I watch Yoga with Adriene on YouTube (today's flow was: Yoga For Weight Loss - Hips and Core Vinyasa if anyone is curious). Adriene has been my go-to online yoga instructor because her videos are so varied and specific it is easy to find exactly what I'm looking for in a practice day-to-day. This video features my cat Snowflake and my wobbly legs during some poses. I hope you Enjoy my "Scandalous Yoga" Leave any comments if you'd like to see me do other "normal" tasks half-way naked (No Bacon Cooking! LOL)

It has been almost a year! Can't believe it, time truly does fly but I am still here, fighting to stay on this earth and finally got some much earned metime. Inspo for this video was the question: what's a gal gotta do to get someone to suck these nips? And then remembering I have the perfect toys to do just that. Enjoy lots of breast time, stretching, acoustic glass dildo, and vibe to finish this long video off. Snowflake (the cat) was lurking in the corner and I get a funny "coitus interruptus" cell call right at the end.

Well I have been happily in coupled love but decided to take some time to show off the drastic effects this new toy has on me. It's a remote gspot & clitoral stimulator from LoveHoney and lord did this have me gushing. I think I counted three orgasms in this video alone? There's a handful (ha) of breast play and a few curses as the toy takes its toll. Sit back, relax and unwind with me maybe?

In solo-play I often listen to music and wanted to incorporate this into my MLNP videos but couldn't because of copyright. Not anymore! Wireless earplugs for the win. If you want to join in on this audio adventure, play your own favorite hot girl music ;) I recently found out that I am very into anal play and can assgasm (!) so please enjoy this evenings riding. Fair warning: I did accidentally block myself with my bedsheets but I do move them away towards the last half of the video-- still uploading because watching me make faces & ride my dildo is still ~hawt~. My cat makes many silly appearances.

This was quite fun to film! I hadn't put on my lingerie for quite some time and thought it'd be a fun experiment to have a little fun in it on camera. I am listening to Beyonce I think and having a ball of a time stretching and spending plenty of time with some #breastlove. I go through a few toys before I find just the right combo to send me over the edge into a lovely #yes!yes!yes! zone. Enjoy :)

So I've never masturbated on my couch before (coupled sex = yes, alone = no) nor have I ever recorded myself doing so during the daytime! What a thrilling experience to have my blinds open, letting in stunning natural sunlight under this brand new tapestry my partner and I just put up in my apartment. He left and I decided to test out the new tapestry by getting high and boy does that make me horny. A towel, some lube, and a glass toy later and I was having a great time. **warning: coitus interuptus happens when my mother decides so face-call me during this and it comes in over my google! Ha! I definitely did not answer. 10/10 would recommend sex on a couch w/ a towel down.

After a wet and wild weekend where I got some firsthand experience of impact play (and enjoyed it) I wanted to reconnect with my body in a loving, gentle, flog-free way by myself. So join me for this Sunday evening treat with a silly hair flip at the end ;)

I really enjoy interacting with fans of my videos in the comments section and was pleased to hear that someone else likes my breasts too! I spent this afternoon giving them a little more attention than usual and boy did it pay off. Dripping wet and riding my blue dildo was a great way to finish off!

Part two of the orgasm, ASMR, female-pleasure focused video I took the other week after I had been marathoning orgasms with my partner. I want to say I counted three in this video alone? Catch me using my blue dildo, purple g-spot vibrator, and then both at the same time for a real double-trouble time ;) Gotta say, backdoor play is a great time.

This video corresponds with images I shared on my profile page. Often when I have a partner I like to send them naughty pictures when I am having my fun (as a treat, ya know). In this film you can see I take a series of snaps and pictures while I enjoy a little #backdoor play and some double stuffed penetration.