Slow, Sensual Self-Love

Hiya MLNP viewers. I've been gone for a while, hospitalized for my brain 3 times over the past month and a half and while I was in there I became over-sexualized and am now having a hard time loving myself and my body. Everything feels forced and foreign to me. This is why I thought it'd be nice to film myself doing yoga again since the response was very positive. It felt like something I could do and have no pressure to "perform" any sexual acts that I am not able to do. I watch Yoga with Adriene on YouTube (today's flow was: Yoga For Weight Loss - Hips and Core Vinyasa if anyone is curious). Adriene has been my go-to online yoga instructor because her videos are so varied and specific it is easy to find exactly what I'm looking for in a practice day-to-day. This video features my cat Snowflake and my wobbly legs during some poses. I hope you Enjoy my "Scandalous Yoga" Leave any comments if you'd like to see me do other "normal" tasks half-way naked (No Bacon Cooking! LOL)

Oh goodness me, I was already feeling frisky before bed but when I saw how my blue bathroom lights lit my skin I knew I was going to make a film. This film isn't the best visual quality but for those who enjoy ASMR and listening to sounds of female pleasure this one is a treat. So much so that I had to separate it into two parts! In coupled love I usually have at least 5 orgasms (love my partner!) so I've been trying to hit that mark on my own. And boy oh boy was this an orgasm marathon. Ideal watching scenario: A dark room under blue light ;)

Well I have been happily in coupled love but decided to take some time to show off the drastic effects this new toy has on me. It's a remote gspot & clitoral stimulator from LoveHoney and lord did this have me gushing. I think I counted three orgasms in this video alone? There's a handful (ha) of breast play and a few curses as the toy takes its toll. Sit back, relax and unwind with me maybe?

It has been almost a year! Can't believe it, time truly does fly but I am still here, fighting to stay on this earth and finally got some much earned metime. Inspo for this video was the question: what's a gal gotta do to get someone to suck these nips? And then remembering I have the perfect toys to do just that. Enjoy lots of breast time, stretching, acoustic glass dildo, and vibe to finish this long video off. Snowflake (the cat) was lurking in the corner and I get a funny "coitus interruptus" cell call right at the end.

After a wet and wild weekend where I got some firsthand experience of impact play (and enjoyed it) I wanted to reconnect with my body in a loving, gentle, flog-free way by myself. So join me for this Sunday evening treat with a silly hair flip at the end ;)

So I've been thinking a lot about how I can love and appreciate my body more these days and one of my favorite things is to spend a good time putting on lotion and stretching after a shower. It was really eye opening to watch and not be critical at how my body moves because it brings me so much joy. After a nice stretch session, I decided to try out my newest silicone toy and had a very good time edging myself and eventually orgasming. If this video serves any purpose it is to make sure to stretch!

Per the intro video, I was feeling a little frisky after going through my underwear drawer in search of a now gone American flag thong and took some inspiration from a past video where I did some scantily clad yoga and self-love after. Tragically the yoga part of the video became corrupted so the only parts I have to share are stills but hopefully my not one but two orgasms make up for the loss of that part of the video. Enjoy this little pre-celebration before the literal fireworks came out ;)

One fourth of my month is spent bleeding, and I am sick of pretending I am not horny during that time as well - I will say, a menstrual cup makes a good internal g-spot stimulation while giving the labia and clit attention ;) But! This video is a test run of using two protective methods to prevent too much of a bloody mess - the Free Bleed period & sex blanket and the flex menstrual disc And let me tell y'all I put this disc to the TEST with three separate orgasms, twice lying down and once riding my blue dildo with help from my personal fav vibrator. Tests were successful, zero blood and while I cannot attest to the dildo's experience, after some time I did not even feel the disc in while riding so here's to all my bleeding folx out there who want to get it on. I would also like to note that there is lots of breathwork through the second orgasm and what I can only describe as "power bottoming" hips-don't-lie body roll movements? Idk it felt great, would recommend.

This was quite fun to film! I hadn't put on my lingerie for quite some time and thought it'd be a fun experiment to have a little fun in it on camera. I am listening to Beyonce I think and having a ball of a time stretching and spending plenty of time with some #breastlove. I go through a few toys before I find just the right combo to send me over the edge into a lovely #yes!yes!yes! zone. Enjoy :)

After a lot of spicy sexting with a ... friend ... I just could not keep it together anymore, and had some condoms that were expiring and who am I to waste a perfectly good condom? I've been doing a lot of unpacking of sexual shame and after a blue moon intentions spell I think it worked because y'all I cannot get enough of multiple orgasms and taking sultry photos. In this video you will see me sending off slutty texts to said friend, enjoying the combo of a vibrator and dildo, and having not one but two orgasms as the light of the day fades. Tragically I had to be fairly quiet as my roommate was home so apologies on the lack of moans but they are definitely evident in my strangled facial expressions. Enjoy the braids falling elegantly over my breasts, and Happy Pride <3 And my cat deciding she wanted to be part of the show too..