giving myself some birthday love

When I say chaotic guys, I mean it. First a family member almost walks in on me, then I get my period. I decided at the end to give a little life update, which marks the first time I speak in a video of mine, so this is a pretty personal one for me. This is as real as it gets. Hope you enjoy ;)

I filmed this before Christmas. After a swim in the ocean and sauna I felt super relaxed and contemplative on the rainy day it was. It was pretty wet outside… but I got wetter ;)

I went on a long run in the chilly weather and felt so tingly and invigorated after I just had to give myself some extra love, release and release is a beautiful feeling. Happy December;)

Went for a long run and was feeling so high on serotonin afterwards I decided to give myself some more good vibrations. I finger myself so intensely I spray all over my couch and coffee table, and I make myself laugh with some unintended noises, hey were all human right ;)

I am so excited to share this! For people who watch my videos, you know that the content I post has been almost always entirely solo for the last year or so. Makelovenotporn is a big part of my life but in a very quiet, personal way, and I honestly wondered at times if I would find someone to share this experience with again! Here’s me and my new full time lover :) it’s pretty spicy, pretty sexy, pretty loving- a little chatty. This is the first video we’ve ever filmed together, so it’s very honest. I give him a pretty epic prostate massage which was quite fun for both of us ;) I hope you enjoy!

I feel like the world has gone crazy lately, and between trying to detach from the news and the chaos of the world while also trying to stay informed I realized I haven’t posted a video in a while! This is my psa to everyone to take the pressure off and masturbate! It really does help when you’re feeling like the world has gone crazy! And it’s hot ;)

This is the last video we made before we broke up. I was unsure if I wanted to post this, as it’s very emotional for me to watch again, but the day we filmed it was a beautiful day we spent in a place we loved, in a beautiful field overlooking a favourite beach of ours. It makes me ache to watch this, but it also makes me smile. This isn’t the most steamy, fiery video you’ll ever watch. But it’s a portrayal of honest, tender love and intimacy. I hope you enjoy

i've been thinking a lot lately about sensual movement, how beautiful the body is when its flowing, swimming, dancing, doing yoga. I've been noticing how sexy I feel while im doing yoga, how connected with myself I feel. I start with some deep stretching and breathing, then move onto to some deep, messy pleasure. Hope everyone is finding new and beautiful ways to connect with their bodies.

In honour of masturbation month I thought I’d have a little self love time. I was only a few minutes in to touching myself when my roomates came to my side of the house to look at our garden. They definitely saw me, but we al had a good laugh. So here’s another chaotic self love. Happy masturbation month!

It’s raining on the west coast of Canada and has been for a few weeks now. I woke up early to watch the sun rise and began to realize how I feel a bit disconnected from my body lately. With the change in season here, and summer finally over the body starts to fee different. It feels a little less agile, a little more soft. And I also realized I hadn’t filmed in a while! Here is me reconnecting, which I love to do on camera. Enjoy ;)