the morning after

Most good days start by waking up slowly.

When I told Kayak about the videos I make for MLNP his almost immediate response was “I’d film something with you.” The thought of it made me so nervous! I didn’t take him up on it for quite some time. But as soon as the camera turned on, all the nerves subsided and I was able to enjoy myself — enjoy him. Hope you enjoy this video (as much as I did making it) with the promise of more to come! And so for the first time ever on film: watch me get fucked.

We all already know the bathtub is my favorite way to spend some time alone. Please ignore the bit of dirt that floats around in the bathtub throughout the entirety of the video 🙈 The bathtub doubles as the place I water my plants.

I’ve moved! Hoping to live here for a long time. Hang out on my rainbow rug with me & let’s cum 🌈

I've got new nipples, a new start to a tattoo and some time to spend with you. Rhymes aside, I had an areola reduction 3 months ago and the scars are still in the process of fading. I feel neutral about the scars, positive about these new smaller nipples of mine and elated to be sharing with a community that has always been so kind to me :) I started making videos on MLNP almost a year ago now and there has been lots and lots of growth. One thing that hasn't changed is my undying love to myself. I got naked in front of you all when I had more nipple than boob and I'm going to do so now that I've achieved the inverse. We are so much more than our physical bodies. And at the same time, our bodies should be loved and celebrated. I hope you find some love for yourself while you enjoy this video. See you next time!

Sometimes when I'm playing around with myself, things get a little...weird (throw back to the video where I stuff radishes in my pussy & butthole). In this little ditty, I fill up with coconut oil and then turn my wand up to the third setting, a level I hadn't obtained until the filming of this video. Did I ruin my orgasm? Yes, I did. But the intensity of the wand was a lot of fun!

A little behind the scenes prep after hot yoga and before masturbating. 🌼🌼🌼 53 seconds of plant watering clips 6 minutes shaving 12 minutes masturbating 🌼🌼🌼 My favorite part of making videos for MLNP is coming up with a plan before hand and doing something fun/putting a little effort into a *special* time masturbating. I used to be in the habit of watching porn, getting off quickly and getting off often. It’s been a cool experience slowing down, watching me play with myself and getting off to that. Oh — and I also love using what minimal video editing knowledge I have to make something fun and be creative. I have a lot of fun with all aspects of creating videos! Hope you enjoy 💛

It's been a bit! Know that I've been masturbating at night in the dark under the blankets so you haven't missed much. In my intro I discuss what's been doing it for me lately - especially as I barely remember what it's like to have sex with another human being. I'm cozy in my bed and seize the free moment I have while it's mine.

This #metime is courtesy of me admiring myself in the mirror for a long enough time that I got turned on. Lately, I have been really leaning into the type of confidence that would have made a version of me a year or two ago uncomfortable. I imagine that’s a product of filming and watching myself masturbate for going on 6 months.

At the time this video had been filmed, I'd already been cummed in 2 times that day. A little camping trip makes us horny! Or maybe it's just one another. We really love to fuck. Kayak & I have been spending a lot of time together -- & that makes me so happy! The sex is really good & it shows. I love his body but I think he loves mine more.