I have always loved masturbation (but who doesn't ?) and my stimulation during these very rewarding moments has always been partly visual. I also fantasises about partners I don’t have or sexual acts I don’t practice often like anal sex. But the main stimulation remains visual. I have been exposed to nude pictures at a very early stage of my sexual life and a kind of fetish/fascination/obsession was borne and never left me. I came to enjoy and practice photography at the very same period of my life and had always a hidden desire of producing by myself the pictures which triggered my sexual excitement. Becoming a sex artist (a pornographer in the literal non-judgmental meaning) became possible for me only at a late stage of my life because I feared social stigmatisation which could have jeopardized my capacity to find employment. I worked in short terms assignments until the age 51. Video recording my wanking session became possible with the emergence of digital cameras. I remember some early shootings back to 2005. Most of my pre MLNP sex videos were meant to create long distance intimacy. It took me a while to accept my own wanking as a positive erotic sight. Despite being completely bisexual, I find male solo a bit boring even if the sight of an erected penis is something I feel exciting. To produce something that I feel visually exciting, I started to mix my present solo shootings with pictures and videos of a sometimes distant past. I find the process very rewarding artistically and sexually. It is a kink I like to explore. I am a nylon fetishist and I dress often with stockings and leggings to get aroused and feel more aesthetic. I am interested to open discussions about it. Either in comments of a specific video or with the editorial team of the newsletter (I take the opportunity to congratulate them). I am aware that I may be diverting the point of view of the initial intention of “real sex life and not performed one” to a more complex exploration of my libido where past and present, memories and sensations, desires and satisfactions mix and produce a deep personal emotional and sexual reward. Thanks to these who read so far. Enjoy the view and don’t hesitate to comment.

Malika and I cuddle and relax in a bath adorned with candles

Danielle and I practice sex art on regular basis. We adore the search of light and bliss expression. Here you find three views in one frame of the deep and rewarding solo session. You can also join us on www.shivdanstudio.com

Thassia is a trans woman who turns me on very quickly. She is happy to dance for me and play with her penis. Getting it in my anus requires a bit of patient preparation but we it is in there is not limit to a wild grinding. The music is remix based on copyright free Ticket to Madness Ferbeclaia

We found a cosy AirBnB appartment in the country side. It was time for recording multiple sex scenes and share them with you. We hope you will enjoy as much as we did.

It was time to present a really fully relaxing session. Some moments in the bathtub, some in the bedroom with the wonderful massage gun and return to the bathroom for a smoke. Unusually for me, it was shot with a single camera. The music is copyright free sourced from different origins : Epidemic sound : https://www.epidemicsound.com/ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/53yOwoff8saU8LCSRR5Q7m?si=4931e70d2a184f18 Adobe premiere : https://www.adobe.com/be_en/products/premiere.html Mixpad : https://www.nch.com.au/mixpad YouTube : https://youtu.be/UcCsf77JdrU https://www.youtube.com/c/MusicForVideosCreators/videos

The new massage gun I bought had tremendous effect on Malika. It could be named orgasms machine gun. She couldn’t stop adding one after the other. The music is copyright free sourced from different origins: Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4GjBqUD0NyP09TwY6VeChd?si=a0881ddae09c45fe https://open.spotify.com/playlist/53yOwoff8saU8LCSRR5Q7m?si=4931e70d2a184f18 Adobe premiere : https://www.adobe.com/be_en/products/premiere.html Epidemic sound : https://www.epidemicsound.com/ Mixpad : https://www.nch.com.au/mixpad YouTube : https://youtu.be/UcCsf77JdrU https://www.youtube.com/c/MusicForVideosCreators/videos

Danielle has always enjoyed to show us her metime and I recorded at several occasions that I remix here. Danielle, André and I are deeply committed to an art quest. We share the decision making for the setup of our shootings. We discuss the place, the light, the costumes, the framing and a minimal script. Our sexuality is authentic within the technical boundaries. It is spontaneous and joyful. Nothing is simulated. We are sex artists and not p*rn stars. The music is copyright free sourced from different origins : Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4GjBqUD0NyP09TwY6VeChd?si=a0881ddae09c45fe https://open.spotify.com/playlist/53yOwoff8saU8LCSRR5Q7m?si=4931e70d2a184f18 Adobe premiere : https://www.adobe.com/be_en/products/premiere.html Epidemic sound : https://www.epidemicsound.com/ Mixpad : https://www.nch.com.au/mixpad YouTube : https://youtu.be/UcCsf77JdrU https://www.youtube.com/c/MusicForVideosCreators/videos

That was filled with frustrations. All the plans had failed until...we realized we had the opportunity for a sex art session. A bit of lingerie, dildo and hormones and there we were have sex slowly and blissfully.

Our friend Yves faced a new depression episode. Lejla and I tried to comfort him with a gentle and cuddling threesome in which he had lots of ways and means to enjoy life. We hope it produces the same effect on you. Comments are very welcome The music is copyright free sourced from different origins : Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4GjBqUD0NyP09TwY6VeChd?si=a0881ddae09c45fe Adobe premiere : https://www.adobe.com/be_en/products/premiere.html Epidemic sound : https://www.epidemicsound.com/ Mixpad : https://www.nch.com.au/mixpad YouTube : https://youtu.be/UcCsf77JdrUhttps://www.youtube.com/c/MusicForVideosCreators/videos