Wanking in dark light

I have always loved masturbation (but who doesn't ?) and my stimulation during these very rewarding moments has always been partly visual. I also fantasises about partners I don’t have or sexual acts I don’t practice often like anal sex. But the main stimulation remains visual. I have been exposed to nude pictures at a very early stage of my sexual life and a kind of fetish/fascination/obsession was borne and never left me. I came to enjoy and practice photography at the very same period of my life and had always a hidden desire of producing by myself the pictures which triggered my sexual excitement. Becoming a sex artist (a pornographer in the literal non-judgmental meaning) became possible for me only at a late stage of my life because I feared social stigmatisation which could have jeopardized my capacity to find employment. I worked in short terms assignments until the age 51. Video recording my wanking session became possible with the emergence of digital cameras. I remember some early shootings back to 2005. Most of my pre MLNP sex videos were meant to create long distance intimacy. It took me a while to accept my own wanking as a positive erotic sight. Despite being completely bisexual, I find male solo a bit boring even if the sight of an erected penis is something I feel exciting. To produce something that I feel visually exciting, I started to mix my present solo shootings with pictures and videos of a sometimes distant past. I find the process very rewarding artistically and sexually. It is a kink I like to explore. I am a nylon fetishist and I dress often with stockings and leggings to get aroused and feel more aesthetic. I am interested to open discussions about it. I am aware that I may be diverting the point of view of the initial intention of “real sex life and not performed one” to a more complex exploration of my libido where past and present, memories and sensations, desires and satisfactions mix and produce a deep personal emotional and sexual reward. Thanks to these who read so far. Enjoy the view and don’t hesitate to comment, but politely please.

Danielle and I practice sex art on regular basis. We adore the search of light and bliss expression. Here you find three views in one frame of the deep and rewarding solo session. You can also join us on www.shivdanstudio.com

Noemi and I could not meet for a while. The reunion was intense and I celebrated with a special video edit for you to enjoy. Take care. Music provided by Adobe

Malika, Syl and I warmed up on the coach and decided to finish on the bed. It gives hot and blissful video with a nice afternoon light and plenty of encouragements from Malika. The music is a remix based on Llewellyn & Leora Lightwoman * Tantric Sexuality ( extra long )

I have always loved masturbation (but who doesn't ?) and my stimulation during these very rewarding moments has always been partly visual. I also fantasize about partners I don’t have or sexual acts I don’t practice often like anal sex. But the main stimulation remains visual. I have been exposed to nude pictures at a very early stage of my sexual life and a kind of fetish/fascination/obsession was borne and never left me. I came to enjoy and practice photography at the very same period of my life and had always a hidden desire of producing by myself the pictures which triggered my sexual excitement. Becoming a sex artist (a pornographer in the literal non-judgmental meaning) became possible for me only at a late stage of my life because I feared social stigmatisation which could have jeopardized my capacity to find employment. I worked in short terms assignments until the age 51. Video recording my wanking session became possible with the emergence of digital cameras. I remember some early shootings back to 2005. Most of my pre MLNP sex videos were meant to create long distance intimacy. It took me a while to accept my own wanking as a positive erotic sight. Despite being completely bisexual, I find male solo a bit boring even if the sight of an erected penis is something I feel exciting. To produce something that I feel visually exciting, I started to mix my present solo shootings with pictures and videos of a sometimes distant past. I find the process very rewarding artistically and sexually. It is a kink I like to explore. I am a nylon fetishist and I dress often with stockings and leggings to get aroused and feel more aesthetic. I am interested to open discussions about it. Either in comments of a specific video or with the editorial team of the newsletter (I take the opportunity to congratulate them). I am aware that I may be diverting the point of view of the initial intention of “real sex life and not performed one” to a more complex exploration of my libido where past and present, memories and sensations, desires and satisfactions mix and produce a deep personal emotional and sexual reward. Thanks to these who read so far. Enjoy the view and don’t hesitate to comment even negatively but politely.

Lejla and I fancy kinky dressing for sex. We love changes and sex is nothing if it is not artistic. We offer you here a special double vision on a wonderfully lit session. The music is copyright free sourced from different origins : Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4GjBqUD0NyP09TwY6VeChd?si=a0881ddae09c45fe https://open.spotify.com/playlist/53yOwoff8saU8LCSRR5Q7m?si=4931e70d2a184f18 Adobe premiere : https://www.adobe.com/be_en/products/premiere.html Epidemic sound : https://www.epidemicsound.com/ Mixpad : https://www.nch.com.au/mixpad YouTube : https://youtu.be/UcCsf77JdrU https://www.youtube.com/c/MusicForVideosCreators/videos

The window of our room looked at the river Meuse in Liège. It gaves us a great background and a wonderful light for this video. Enjoy it

Lejla gives us a great solo show with a wonderful red lingery Enjoy The music is copyright free sourced from different origins : Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4GjBqUD0NyP09TwY6VeChd?si=a0881ddae09c45fe https://open.spotify.com/playlist/53yOwoff8saU8LCSRR5Q7m?si=4931e70d2a184f18 Adobe premiere : https://www.adobe.com/be_en/products/premiere.html Epidemic sound : https://www.epidemicsound.com/ Mixpad : https://www.nch.com.au/mixpad YouTube : https://youtu.be/UcCsf77JdrUhttps://www.youtube.com/c/MusicForVideosCreators/videos

Silvia is the latest sex art partner in my life. We are deeply bond by a voyeur-exhibitionist relationship. She adores dancing nude and I love framing her dances in a very original way. Sex is not the orgasm for us. It is a patient build up of erotic tension which resolves itself in the edition process and the sharing of our piece of sex art. I don't like the psychanalitic interpretation of the word sublimation. But our relationship sublimate sex in the sense that it offers to our bodies and mind never ending discoveries of sensations and sensitivities. Comments are very welcome. The background videos come from different Youtube sources and it has been checked that they don't infringe any copyrights The music is copyright free sourced from different origins : Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4GjBqUD0NyP09TwY6VeChd?si=a0881ddae09c45fe Adobe premiere : https://www.adobe.com/be_en/products/premiere.html Epidemic sound : https://www.epidemicsound.com/ Mixpad : https://www.nch.com.au/mixpad YouTube : https://youtu.be/UcCsf77JdrUhttps://www.youtube.com/c/MusicForVideosCreators/videos

Jojo and I enjoy a very tender intimacy but we live far away. Combining our metime offers us a lot of pleasure and deepen our relationship. I hope you will enjoy this unconventional form of sex tape.