So far but so full of desire for each other

I have always loved masturbation (but who doesn't ?) and my stimulation during these very rewarding moments has always been partly visual. I also fantasises about partners I don’t have or sexual acts I don’t practice often like anal sex. But the main stimulation remains visual. I have been exposed to nude pictures at a very early stage of my sexual life and a kind of fetish/fascination/obsession was borne and never left me. I came to enjoy and practice photography at the very same period of my life and had always a hidden desire of producing by myself the pictures which triggered my sexual excitement. Becoming a sex artist (a pornographer in the literal non-judgmental meaning) became possible for me only at a late stage of my life because I feared social stigmatisation which could have jeopardized my capacity to find employment. I worked in short terms assignments until the age 51. Video recording my wanking session became possible with the emergence of digital cameras. I remember some early shootings back to 2005. Most of my pre MLNP sex videos were meant to create long distance intimacy. It took me a while to accept my own wanking as a positive erotic sight. Despite being completely bisexual, I find male solo a bit boring even if the sight of an erected penis is something I feel exciting. To produce something that I feel visually exciting, I started to mix my present solo shootings with pictures and videos of a sometimes distant past. I find the process very rewarding artistically and sexually. It is a kink I like to explore. I am a nylon fetishist and I dress often with stockings and leggings to get aroused and feel more aesthetic. I am interested to open discussions about it. I am aware that I may be diverting the point of view of the initial intention of “real sex life and not performed one” to a more complex exploration of my libido where past and present, memories and sensations, desires and satisfactions mix and produce a deep personal emotional and sexual reward. Thanks to these who read so far. Enjoy the view and don’t hesitate to comment, but politely please.

I have always loved masturbation (but who doesn't ?) and my stimulation during these very rewarding moments has always been partly visual. I also fantasize about partners I don’t have or sexual acts I don’t practice often like anal sex. But the main stimulation remains visual. I have been exposed to nude pictures at a very early stage of my sexual life and a kind of fetish/fascination/obsession was borne and never left me. I came to enjoy and practice photography at the very same period of my life and had always a hidden desire of producing by myself the pictures which triggered my sexual excitement. Becoming a sex artist (a pornographer in the literal non-judgmental meaning) became possible for me only at a late stage of my life because I feared social stigmatisation which could have jeopardized my capacity to find employment. I worked in short terms assignments until the age 51. Video recording my wanking session became possible with the emergence of digital cameras. I remember some early shootings back to 2005. Most of my pre MLNP sex videos were meant to create long distance intimacy. It took me a while to accept my own wanking as a positive erotic sight. Despite being completely bisexual, I find male solo a bit boring even if the sight of an erected penis is something I feel exciting. To produce something that I feel visually exciting, I started to mix my present solo shootings with pictures and videos of a sometimes distant past. I find the process very rewarding artistically and sexually. It is a kink I like to explore. I am a nylon fetishist and I dress often with stockings and leggings to get aroused and feel more aesthetic. I am interested to open discussions about it. Either in comments of a specific video or with the editorial team of the newsletter (I take the opportunity to congratulate them). I am aware that I may be diverting the point of view of the initial intention of “real sex life and not performed one” to a more complex exploration of my libido where past and present, memories and sensations, desires and satisfactions mix and produce a deep personal emotional and sexual reward. Thanks to these who read so far. Enjoy the view and don’t hesitate to comment even negatively but politely.

Bab and I met 6 years ago but life forced us to live separately most of the time. Nevertheless when we manage to finally meet, we enjoy a lot every second. As usual, there is a lot of kink in our love making. Here is just one exemple ; several other videos will follow We appreciate comments even negative ones. Enjoy the watching.

We recorded this video nearly a year ago and it was time to share it with you. Far to be perfect technically, it was a defining moment in our relationship. Love-making during the afternoon in front of the camera is a thrill that most of you know for sure. It was a great pleasure to give it a final touch. Your comments are very welcome. Curators Note: the music is titled "Getting Down Naked And Dance Nakedly"

Jo and Andy found my previous videos very exciting and they requested me to organize a special shooting for them. We choose a city park at the middle of the night. I had shooted already at the same place. We enjoyed special lights : torches, camp fire and a special light show. While editing I found interesting to include myself in the scene. The music is a personnal remix from open source libraries provided by the Mixpad software from NHC https://www.nch.com.au/mixpad/fr/index.html

That was filled with frustrations. All the plans had failed until...we realized we had the opportunity for a sex art session. A bit of lingerie, dildo and hormones and there we were have sex slowly and blissfully.

Silvia is the latest sex art partner in my life. We are deeply bond by a voyeur-exhibitionist relationship. She adores dancing nude and I love framing her dances in a very original way. Sex is not the orgasm for us. It is a patient build up of erotic tension which resolves itself in the edition process and the sharing of our piece of sex art. I don't like the psychanalitic interpretation of the word sublimation. But our relationship sublimate sex in the sense that it offers to our bodies and mind never ending discoveries of sensations and sensitivities. Comments are very welcome. The background videos come from different Youtube sources and it has been checked that they don't infringe any copyrights The music is copyright free sourced from different origins : Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4GjBqUD0NyP09TwY6VeChd?si=a0881ddae09c45fe Adobe premiere : https://www.adobe.com/be_en/products/premiere.html Epidemic sound : https://www.epidemicsound.com/ Mixpad : https://www.nch.com.au/mixpad YouTube : https://youtu.be/UcCsf77JdrUhttps://www.youtube.com/c/MusicForVideosCreators/videos

Silvia and I share a very intense exhibitionist-voyeuristic relationship. Getting dressed very sexy is essential for our pleasure. Recording videos for MLNP is a fire accelerator for our libido and we consume this pleasure as often as possible. We hope you enjoy and get inspired by our efforts. Comments and suggestions are very welcome. We are NOT p*rn actors, we are sex artists. The music is copyright free remix sourced from different origins : Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4GjBqUD0NyP09TwY6VeChd?si=a0881ddae09c45fe Adobe premiere : https://www.adobe.com/be_en/products/premiere.html Epidemic sound : https://www.epidemicsound.com/ Mixpad : https://www.nch.com.au/mixpad YouTube : https://youtu.be/UcCsf77JdrU https://www.youtube.com/c/MusicForVideosCreators/videos

Noemi and I could not meet for a while. The reunion was intense and I celebrated with a special video edit for you to enjoy. Take care. Music provided by Adobe

In this video, I show my metime combined with the many pictures which help my arousal. It is a double pleasure : the masturbation and the edition of the final cut. As most of you know by now I am a fetish of nylon and enjoy that sensation a lot during the video. Just in case : The music I composed is partly based on Cambodian Odyssey by Kevin MacLeod (http://incompetech.com) is part of the YouTube Audio Library (https://www.youtube.com/audiolibrary/...) and it's licensed under a Creative Commons license (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/...). But I remixed it and I could license it too under a CC license.