So far but so full of desire for each other

I have always loved masturbation (but who doesn't ?) and my stimulation during these very rewarding moments has always been partly visual. I also fantasize about partners I don’t have or sexual acts I don’t practice often like anal sex. But the main stimulation remains visual. I have been exposed to nude pictures at a very early stage of my sexual life and a kind of fetish/fascination/obsession was borne and never left me. I came to enjoy and practice photography at the very same period of my life and had always a hidden desire of producing by myself the pictures which triggered my sexual excitement. Becoming a sex artist (a pornographer in the literal non-judgmental meaning) became possible for me only at a late stage of my life because I feared social stigmatisation which could have jeopardized my capacity to find employment. I worked in short terms assignments until the age 51. Video recording my wanking session became possible with the emergence of digital cameras. I remember some early shootings back to 2005. Most of my pre MLNP sex videos were meant to create long distance intimacy. It took me a while to accept my own wanking as a positive erotic sight. Despite being completely bisexual, I find male solo a bit boring even if the sight of an erected penis is something I feel exciting. To produce something that I feel visually exciting, I started to mix my present solo shootings with pictures and videos of a sometimes distant past. I find the process very rewarding artistically and sexually. It is a kink I like to explore. I am a nylon fetishist and I dress often with stockings and leggings to get aroused and feel more aesthetic. I am interested to open discussions about it. Either in comments of a specific video or with the editorial team of the newsletter (I take the opportunity to congratulate them). I am aware that I may be diverting the point of view of the initial intention of “real sex life and not performed one” to a more complex exploration of my libido where past and present, memories and sensations, desires and satisfactions mix and produce a deep personal emotional and sexual reward. Thanks to these who read so far. Enjoy the view and don’t hesitate to comment even negatively but politely.

Noemi and I could not meet for a while. The reunion was intense and I celebrated with a special video edit for you to enjoy. Take care. Music provided by Adobe

As we usually do, it wasn't planned. Xof was around we talked, took the cameras for a photoshot, got naked and went for more in the bedroom. Fortunately for you, I am very fast to install all the equipements, the sexual arrousal grew and here is the video. You surely noticed that we enjoyed it a lot and we wish you the same pleasure.

This hotel suite was a kind of castle and we had room to play in the shower. A bit of lights and the magic took place.

A like and I enjoy cuddling in a nice bath

In this video, I show my metime combined with the many pictures which help my arousal. It is a double pleasure : the masturbation and the edition of the final cut. As most of you know by now I am a fetish of nylon and enjoy that sensation a lot during the video. Just in case : The music I composed is partly based on Cambodian Odyssey by Kevin MacLeod (http://incompetech.com) is part of the YouTube Audio Library (https://www.youtube.com/audiolibrary/...) and it's licensed under a Creative Commons license (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/...). But I remixed it and I could license it too under a CC license.

Thassia is a trans woman who turns me on very quickly. She is happy to dance for me and play with her penis. Getting it in my anus requires a bit of patient preparation but we it is in there is not limit to a wild grinding. The music is remix based on copyright free Ticket to Madness Ferbeclaia

We had rented this suite a bit by chance but when we discovered the bathroom we thought it was really time for sex and video.

This time Sivia had no mood for an elaborate setup, so we shot exceptionally with a single camera. Silvia and I are deeply committed to an art quest. We share the decision making for the setup of our shootings. We discuss the place, the light, the costumes, the framing and a minimal script. Our sexuality is authentic within the technical boundaries. It is spontaneous and joyful. Nothing is simulated. We are sex artists and not p*rn stars. The music is copyright free sourced from different origins : Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4GjBqUD0NyP09TwY6VeChd?si=a0881ddae09c45fe https://open.spotify.com/playlist/53yOwoff8saU8LCSRR5Q7m?si=4931e70d2a184f18 Adobe premiere : https://www.adobe.com/be_en/products/premiere.html Epidemic sound : https://www.epidemicsound.com/ Mixpad : https://www.nch.com.au/mixpad YouTube : https://youtu.be/UcCsf77JdrU https://www.youtube.com/c/MusicForVideosCreators/videos

It was time to present a really fully relaxing session. Some moments in the bathtub, some in the bedroom with the wonderful massage gun and return to the bathroom for a smoke. Unusually for me, it was shot with a single camera. The music is copyright free sourced from different origins : Epidemic sound : https://www.epidemicsound.com/ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/53yOwoff8saU8LCSRR5Q7m?si=4931e70d2a184f18 Adobe premiere : https://www.adobe.com/be_en/products/premiere.html Mixpad : https://www.nch.com.au/mixpad YouTube : https://youtu.be/UcCsf77JdrU https://www.youtube.com/c/MusicForVideosCreators/videos