A self love show for you

I have always loved masturbation (but who doesn't ?) and my stimulation during these very rewarding moments has always been partly visual. I also fantasises about partners I don’t have or sexual acts I don’t practice often like anal sex. But the main stimulation remains visual. I have been exposed to nude pictures at a very early stage of my sexual life and a kind of fetish/fascination/obsession was borne and never left me. I came to enjoy and practice photography at the very same period of my life and had always a hidden desire of producing by myself the pictures which triggered my sexual excitement. Becoming a sex artist (a pornographer in the literal non-judgmental meaning) became possible for me only at a late stage of my life because I feared social stigmatisation which could have jeopardized my capacity to find employment. I worked in short terms assignments until the age 51. Video recording my wanking session became possible with the emergence of digital cameras. I remember some early shootings back to 2005. Most of my pre MLNP sex videos were meant to create long distance intimacy. It took me a while to accept my own wanking as a positive erotic sight. Despite being completely bisexual, I find male solo a bit boring even if the sight of an erected penis is something I feel exciting. To produce something that I feel visually exciting, I started to mix my present solo shootings with pictures and videos of a sometimes distant past. I find the process very rewarding artistically and sexually. It is a kink I like to explore. I am a nylon fetishist and I dress often with stockings and leggings to get aroused and feel more aesthetic. I am interested to open discussions about it. Either in comments of a specific video or with the editorial team of the newsletter (I take the opportunity to congratulate them). I am aware that I may be diverting the point of view of the initial intention of “real sex life and not performed one” to a more complex exploration of my libido where past and present, memories and sensations, desires and satisfactions mix and produce a deep personal emotional and sexual reward. Thanks to these who read so far. Enjoy the view and don’t hesitate to comment.

Silvia and I experience sex as an act of artistic expression. Background and costumes are carefully choosen and reflect our taste for beauty. We hope you enjoy and get inspired by our efforts. Comments and suggestions are very welcome. We are NOT p*rn actors, we are sex artists. The music is copyright free sourced from different origins : Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4GjBqUD0NyP09TwY6VeChd?si=a0881ddae09c45fe https://open.spotify.com/playlist/53yOwoff8saU8LCSRR5Q7m?si=4931e70d2a184f18 Adobe premiere : https://www.adobe.com/be_en/products/premiere.html Epidemic sound : https://www.epidemicsound.com/ Mixpad : https://www.nch.com.au/mixpad YouTube : https://youtu.be/UcCsf77JdrUhttps://www.youtube.com/c/MusicForVideosCreators/videos

Thassia is a trans woman who turns me on very quickly. She is happy to dance for me and play with her penis. Getting it in my anus requires a bit of patient preparation but we it is in there is not limit to a wild grinding. The music is remix based on copyright free Ticket to Madness Ferbeclaia

This hotel suite was a kind of castle and we had room to play in the shower. A bit of lights and the magic took place.

Experimental feeling and visual rendering. I combine the magic of candlelight with soft the arousing from the beautiful photos of Miss J. Curators Note: the music is provided by Adobe Premiere Element for free use.

Miss J. and I leave far away and we cannot afford to meet as often as we want. Mixing our videos is our special way to keep the intimacy and the hormones flowing. I hope you enjoy the result. Curator's Note: the music is sourced from Adobe

A change without a long trip was due. We took a nice room in our town and enjoyed a wonderful love session. We like the contact of nylon and we use it to our oblivion. Enjoy it as much as we did.

Lots of visual effects for a "me time" as usual. I love stockings and pantyhose and they glow very specially with dark light. I hope you like the result. (Music provided by Adobe)

Malika and I cannot stop enjoying the pleasure of recording our pleasure. During a night in a hotel, we found that a corner of the garden was a perfect place for wanking a bit. Hop the camera was set and the orgasm was delightful. We hope you enjoy too.

The day had been very frustrating with nothing working as planned. But we happened to meet and try something we wanted to do for a very long time a trio with lesbian sex and a very happy man. A few spices of lingerie and dildo and it was a dish of loud orgasms