I've been in edging forums lately and I am really loving being part of that community. It's sexy and horny & self control and loss of control - all at once, all things great.
I thought I'd try my hand at giving some (Jerk Off Instructions (JOI) to a long-distance edging buddy (LDEB). Instead of sending them porn or only moaning for their sake, I edged myself to an eventual orgasm.
Along with the instructions, I sent my LDEB the pictures at the beginning of the video while giving them their JOI to help them reach their edge without sending them over it. With edging - for most, not all - the emphasis is not on the orgasm, but the built up pleasure experienced with the anticipation of orgasm. I made this video after day 6 of not cumming, and it was unreal! See for yourself. ;)
Let me tell you this was a long wank for me.
I don’t know if it’s hormones or stress…but I have been struggling to orgasm completely for weeks. I thought “let’s put on the new collar/nipple rings and slap your clit around a bit”. And since I recently found this riding crop when I was decluttering, I figured I’d use it. I don’t know how much of it got left in, but I started fantasizing about orgasm control and start talking dirty to myself…Hehe
Horny as usual on my Saturday night alone and I wanted to use my double dildo to feel completely full. DP in real life is still just a fantasy for me, but I can do it on my own hands free with my suction base double penetration toy. I can’t usually orgasm without from anal penetration alone, so I had to break out the Wand. Too bad my holes are too tight and I couldn’t even get the smaller dildo back in my backdoor but that didn’t stop the pleasure.
Watch me pleasure myself with my tail anal toy in, and intentionally not cum. I love to feel/watch my thighs and ass jiggle when I get close to orgasm. 20 minutes of just pleasure, no release. Plus, puns are fun. ;)
I decided to savour the quiet of having the apartment to myself in my favourite way. Me time!!! I was feeling overstimulated from having company, so I decided to overstimulate myself in a different way. The oui’d, mood lighting, and Magic Wand really helped. And I kind of enjoyed doing it and not having to take my clothes off!!! It didn’t change how good the orgasm felt. Grinding against the fabric of my underwear just built the feeling up and made me more desperate for that sweet release.
Wrapping it all up with a few diaphragmatic breaths to bring my heart rate down, and a hug for myself just felt right.
I got this butterfly-wing cap around Halloween and it’s my new favourite thing to lounge around the apartment in. Clothed or not. With my roommate out of commission with a bad cold/flu, it was up to myself to take care of the building arousal that has been growing over the past week. Multiple orgasms after being unable to orgasm. Sometimes it feels good to spread your wings and be free ;)
Sexting with my across-country friend who loves anal always gets me feeling this way. It’s too bad I don’t have a regular source of anal sex to train myself into my accidentally too-big toy, but I try it every once in a while. Can still only get the tip in….womp womp. Also… I’m not often up for anal penetration on its own, but the anal/clit combo makes for an awesome orgasm!
My roommate is the best person I could ask to live with, but sometimes I want uninhibited #metime. Broke out some lingerie I haven’t worn in a long time and changed things up.
Fresh toes and soles. I love having my feet taken care of, worshipped and touched… not many people know that. Now all of MLNP does! It turns me on so much when someone gets turned on by my feet, so why not take care of them more often?
All I’ve wanted the past week is sex. I’ve been insatiable. Today I just wanted my tits rubbed. I had to do it myself - not the same, but I still did great, I think!
I had a very flirty dream I travelled to a city that one of my parasocial friends lives in and messaged them to meet up for dinner. During the dinner they started teasing me under the table by rubbing my thigh in front of all my friends. So naturally I had to masturbate and fantasize as soon as I woke up!
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