Meditate, Masturbate, Hydrate

Please enjoy my awkward, ADHD fueled, anxious yet horny ramblings. If you didn't stick around for the preamble and you're skipping to the good part, I'll just say here real quick that I'm so grateful for this platform. If it were not for this space, I would not be recording myself. I would not be able to watch these videos back. And I would not be able to pull myself out of many bouts of gender dysphoria, body dysmorphia, and just general body self consciousness. Watching myself fuck myself has been one of the most sexually liberating experiences ever. Life can really beat you down sometimes, but it's because of this platform that I am reminded that I am, indeed, a baddie ✨

Hi hello it's me! I haven't filmed a solo sesh in a hot second. I was a tad (a fuck ton) nervous and quite awkward at first, but fortunately for everyone, I accidentally did not hit record for that part. It took a minute to get into it, but then I Got. Into. It. So please enjoy watching me remember in real time that I am hot and voyeurism is hot and sexual liberation is hot. (Also, enjoying sex and achieving orgasms can be really tricky when working through trauma and having your libido dampened severely by antidepressants, but oooooh the joys of a magic wand✨✨✨)

I bought this wig for a costume and I feel so hot in it and I think I'll just keep buying hot wigs and fucking myself in them🔮💜

It's been a minute since I've recorded anything, and I was struggling a bit to get back into the swing of it. But once I got going, I completely fell out of my head and went straight into my body. I didn't have an orgasm, and I'm so happy I didn't. Because this was not defeat. I was so full of joy and self desire to explore my body in this incredibly sensual, sexy, orgasmless way. I never look at myself when I masturbate, but when I was laying on my back, legs in the air, I looked down and thought to myself "this is so fucking hot". And it was.

This was filed a couple weeks ago. I had just bought some new things (literally for the first time ever) and I was feeling myself. So I decided to feel myself ;) Some sweet afternoon delight ensued 🕺🏼🫧

It's a heat wave. I'm house sitting. And I brought all my favourite toys 🥰

My roomies are away, and I found this sweet satin number. Thought I would bring out my new toy 🥰 I never do penetration when it's just me. And let me tell you. I am so. Into. It.