Getting hot in mom jeans

As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.

This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm). September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up. Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead. Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.

I was feeling frisky after a day at the beach. Knowing my ex would hate this, I filmed myself cumming on his couch.

I had a luxurious morning to myself in a hotel room after a lovely threesome the night before. I enjoyed some time on the bed touching myself in a beam of sunlight, thinking about a new lover (this one's for you, T). The construction workers across the street might also have had quite the view ;)

I finally had a place to myself and was in the mood...but I just couldn't reach that yes!yes!yes! moment, despite my most vigorous efforts 😈. I dare you to edge along with this video...

I woke up very horny in my hotel room. Watch me have a gentle, non-penetrative play as I work myself up to orgasm.

I had to do some gardening for a client who was on holidays, so naturally I wore lingerie under my work gear so I could reward my hard labour. This is the first time I reveal more of my face! It was such a turn-on wearing this lace blindfold that I'll keep using it from now on. This vid is quieter than usual because the neighbours were right next door. I hope this dose of summer sun warms you up wherever you are! I also want to thank everyone who has watched and commented on my videos so far. It feels so empowering to share myself with you all, and my first MLNP paycheck has allowed me to get some much needed chronic pain treatment. xoxo Fern

Dancing is one of my favourite ways to get in touch with my feminine sensuality. I slipped on my new dress and gazed at my own reflection in the mirror as I moved my way to a climax to the tribal beats of Poranguí & Liquid Bloom's 'Sol Journey Mix'. I highly recommend playing the song while you watch to get into the vibe with me – press play just before you start the video. Here are the links to listen: Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/porangui/porangui-liquid-bloom-sol-journey-mix Bandcamp: https://porangui.bandcamp.com/track/sol-journey-mix Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5GXjzjkXPALJfmcLGVdEJC?si=

On a relaxed Sunday afternoon, I was feeling rather sensual and enjoyed playing around in some of my favourite positions until I came VERY intensely. It felt extra special looking out the window knowing anyone could see me... and making eye contact with you ;)

I bought myself a body chain and wore it for a few hours under my clothes whilst running errands. It felt so good against my skin! After some yummy cat-cow poses to relax my body, I peel off the layers and start grinding, rubbling my clit and using my rabbit until I have a full body orgasm.