Edging myself into Ecstacy, Part 1

I filmed this before Christmas. After a swim in the ocean and sauna I felt super relaxed and contemplative on the rainy day it was. It was pretty wet outside… but I got wetter ;)

It’s raining on the west coast of Canada and has been for a few weeks now. I woke up early to watch the sun rise and began to realize how I feel a bit disconnected from my body lately. With the change in season here, and summer finally over the body starts to fee different. It feels a little less agile, a little more soft. And I also realized I hadn’t filmed in a while! Here is me reconnecting, which I love to do on camera. Enjoy ;)

My partner and I had a rare midweek meetup for some love. He got super into filming this one from multiple angles and I love how he is as into MLNP as I am :) He also blindfolded me for the first time which was super sexy

We took a day to do a beautiful 12km hike. It was sunny and gorgeous and about halfway through we stopped on a beach and Decided it was the perfect place for some PDA. I give him extremely wet, soppy head while we pray no other fellow hikers spot us, it was sublime. Enjoy ;)

I took some time away from the cold, dreary Canadian winter recently and spent a month down in Baja, California Sur. This place is magical! And I’m having such a beautiful time but my partner is in Peru right now doing his own trip SO, needless to say I am super horny. I’m staying in this sweet tipi and the couple next to me was fucking all night long so the next morning I had to get myself off. I literally gush all over my bed. Im feeling super hot and slutty these days so, enjoy ;)

We started fooling around in the shower and both got so turned on we decided to throw the camera on to finish it off. We give each other head then he gives me two seriously intense orgasms. Maybe some of the might recognize the green couch from another star of the sexy screen, well its back;)

When I say chaotic guys, I mean it. First a family member almost walks in on me, then I get my period. I decided at the end to give a little life update, which marks the first time I speak in a video of mine, so this is a pretty personal one for me. This is as real as it gets. Hope you enjoy ;)

After a particularity hot day up here in Canada, I got home from the beach after some sun and lots of time in the ocean and I was feeling super horny. There’s been a lot going on for me lately, I discovered I have ovarian cysts last week and emotionally things have tumultuous so I haven’t been in the mood much lately but today I was feeling it! My roommate walks in on me and we have a good giggle and then I get right back to it ;) they love and support me on MLNP which makes me really happy. The sun streams in as I touch myself. I hope you enjoy

I have masturbation to be an almost meditative practice at times. It’s a chance to reconnect with yourself, love yourself, feel your body. My partner came over for a surprise visit just before I filmed this, he smelled so good, it was intoxicating! But he couldn’t stay, so with his smell still lingering on me and feeling very horny from our visit I decided to give myself some pleasure. I live in a community home with a lot of people and it’s pretty rare I have the house to myself, this is filmed in our sunny living room. I hope you enjoy!

So you guys, not gonna lie- I'm stressed. There's a lot changing in my life right now and sometimes like any human the pressure gets to me! So I decided to try and relax and unwind with some me time and self love. This one is a real wet one ;) sometimes in intense times in life we can forget how to appreciate ourselves and our beautiful vessels. This is me, reconnecting with myself and my body and letting go. I finger myself and make myself gush and then I get out my dildo and pleasure myself some more. I hope this inspires you to take some self love time with yourself or with another human. Much love fam