Edging myself into Ecstacy, Part 1

it was my birthday on sunday, and though I did have extremely hot birthday sex with my lover off camera I thought i'd share a little self love I gave myself, since after all, through all our years the best and most important relationship we cultivate if the one with ourself. I really make myself gush in this one....a few times ;)

So you guys, not gonna lie- I'm stressed. There's a lot changing in my life right now and sometimes like any human the pressure gets to me! So I decided to try and relax and unwind with some me time and self love. This one is a real wet one ;) sometimes in intense times in life we can forget how to appreciate ourselves and our beautiful vessels. This is me, reconnecting with myself and my body and letting go. I finger myself and make myself gush and then I get out my dildo and pleasure myself some more. I hope this inspires you to take some self love time with yourself or with another human. Much love fam

I went on a long run in the chilly weather and felt so tingly and invigorated after I just had to give myself some extra love, release and release is a beautiful feeling. Happy December;)

I went on a long walk and got caught in the pouring rain, I went inside, still soaked and decided to get even more wet

This is the last video we made before we broke up. I was unsure if I wanted to post this, as it’s very emotional for me to watch again, but the day we filmed it was a beautiful day we spent in a place we loved, in a beautiful field overlooking a favourite beach of ours. It makes me ache to watch this, but it also makes me smile. This isn’t the most steamy, fiery video you’ll ever watch. But it’s a portrayal of honest, tender love and intimacy. I hope you enjoy

I filmed this before Christmas. After a swim in the ocean and sauna I felt super relaxed and contemplative on the rainy day it was. It was pretty wet outside… but I got wetter ;)

I am so excited to share this! For people who watch my videos, you know that the content I post has been almost always entirely solo for the last year or so. Makelovenotporn is a big part of my life but in a very quiet, personal way, and I honestly wondered at times if I would find someone to share this experience with again! Here’s me and my new full time lover :) it’s pretty spicy, pretty sexy, pretty loving- a little chatty. This is the first video we’ve ever filmed together, so it’s very honest. I give him a pretty epic prostate massage which was quite fun for both of us ;) I hope you enjoy!

After a particularity hot day up here in Canada, I got home from the beach after some sun and lots of time in the ocean and I was feeling super horny. There’s been a lot going on for me lately, I discovered I have ovarian cysts last week and emotionally things have tumultuous so I haven’t been in the mood much lately but today I was feeling it! My roommate walks in on me and we have a good giggle and then I get right back to it ;) they love and support me on MLNP which makes me really happy. The sun streams in as I touch myself. I hope you enjoy

When I say chaotic guys, I mean it. First a family member almost walks in on me, then I get my period. I decided at the end to give a little life update, which marks the first time I speak in a video of mine, so this is a pretty personal one for me. This is as real as it gets. Hope you enjoy ;)

I got a new toy! MLNP and hot octopussy sent me a vibrator for a fun new promotion. I had so much fun with it, I’ve never really used vibrators much in my videos but this one is a real sexy soaker. I enjoyed it as much as I’m sure you will. Enjoy you sexy souls