Edging myself into Ecstacy, Part 1

it was my birthday on sunday, and though I did have extremely hot birthday sex with my lover off camera I thought i'd share a little self love I gave myself, since after all, through all our years the best and most important relationship we cultivate if the one with ourself. I really make myself gush in this one....a few times ;)

We are in deep wintering up here in Canada, but the two of us are about to set off on different adventures for a month down south so we are savouring every bit of each other before we have to be parted for a little while. I also turned 30 this week! I am feeling so happy and frisky and sexy and loved lately, here’s some afternoon sexy sweetness. It’s all the things; chatty, rough, sexy and tender

I haven’t had any me time in a while. I’ve been having good sex off camera (!) and been busy moving across the country. I live on the west coast now! I’ve been so busy exploring and swimming in the ocean I’ve barely had time to connect with myself like this. I give myself a much needed release then connect a little more with a little verbal check in :)

After a long day, I needed a little sensuality and connection with myself. Guest star! My roommates cat! Just kidding :) but he snuggles on my bed while I pleasure and connect with myself till I’m dripping wet and totally satisfied

I have masturbation to be an almost meditative practice at times. It’s a chance to reconnect with yourself, love yourself, feel your body. My partner came over for a surprise visit just before I filmed this, he smelled so good, it was intoxicating! But he couldn’t stay, so with his smell still lingering on me and feeling very horny from our visit I decided to give myself some pleasure. I live in a community home with a lot of people and it’s pretty rare I have the house to myself, this is filmed in our sunny living room. I hope you enjoy!

I’ve had quite an intense week this week. I got in a car accident and have been trying to recalibrate and recuperate for the last 4 days. This isn’t super sexy I know, haha but last night I was finally feeling a little better in my body and wanted to give myself some love. It’s slow, and teasy and sexy. Enjoy!

I’ve been camping for the last 3 months! It’s been such a beautiful time being out in nature this long. This is some self love captured in the meadow behind my camping spot. The morning light was streaming in and the birds were singing and it was all so perfect, I felt like a fairy in the forest! If you notice me looking over my shoulder a lot it’s because my boss is in my eyeline. But maybe getting caught makes it all so much hotter though, right?

I spend a lot of time on my floor. Wether it be for meditation or yoga or on the floor a in nature. It’s one of my favourite spots to be. Watch me play with myself and roll around and get my beautiful rugged super wet ;)

It’s raining on the west coast of Canada and has been for a few weeks now. I woke up early to watch the sun rise and began to realize how I feel a bit disconnected from my body lately. With the change in season here, and summer finally over the body starts to fee different. It feels a little less agile, a little more soft. And I also realized I hadn’t filmed in a while! Here is me reconnecting, which I love to do on camera. Enjoy ;)

I couldn’t sleep last night, it was so hot in my house and the crickets were singing so loud. Some sweet and slow love. Enjoy!