Edging myself into Ecstacy, Part 1

I’ve had quite an intense week this week. I got in a car accident and have been trying to recalibrate and recuperate for the last 4 days. This isn’t super sexy I know, haha but last night I was finally feeling a little better in my body and wanted to give myself some love. It’s slow, and teasy and sexy. Enjoy!

This is the last video we made before we broke up. I was unsure if I wanted to post this, as it’s very emotional for me to watch again, but the day we filmed it was a beautiful day we spent in a place we loved, in a beautiful field overlooking a favourite beach of ours. It makes me ache to watch this, but it also makes me smile. This isn’t the most steamy, fiery video you’ll ever watch. But it’s a portrayal of honest, tender love and intimacy. I hope you enjoy

I’ve been pretty quiet on here lately because I’ve been working out in the bush in Canada :) I had a rare moment alone last week and got to give myself some loving. Raw and real as always. X

I just moved :) it’s insanely stressful to move but I love my new house so much. After a crazy couple of weeks I finally had some me time, enjoy my loves

it was my birthday on sunday, and though I did have extremely hot birthday sex with my lover off camera I thought i'd share a little self love I gave myself, since after all, through all our years the best and most important relationship we cultivate if the one with ourself. I really make myself gush in this one....a few times ;)

When I say chaotic guys, I mean it. First a family member almost walks in on me, then I get my period. I decided at the end to give a little life update, which marks the first time I speak in a video of mine, so this is a pretty personal one for me. This is as real as it gets. Hope you enjoy ;)

I have masturbation to be an almost meditative practice at times. It’s a chance to reconnect with yourself, love yourself, feel your body. My partner came over for a surprise visit just before I filmed this, he smelled so good, it was intoxicating! But he couldn’t stay, so with his smell still lingering on me and feeling very horny from our visit I decided to give myself some pleasure. I live in a community home with a lot of people and it’s pretty rare I have the house to myself, this is filmed in our sunny living room. I hope you enjoy!

I went on a long walk and got caught in the pouring rain, I went inside, still soaked and decided to get even more wet

My new love and I filmed together for the first time! It’s always vulnerable telling a new partner you’re a makelovenotporn star, I always get a little nervous. But I have been constantly surprised and delighted at people’s open mindedness and this magical guy is no different. As soon as I brought it yo he was totally game. We had hot, tender, passionate sex that was so good I almost forgot about the camera Hope you enjoy :)

We missed each other all day and as we were catching up we noticed the light was beautiful so we decided to fuck in the last of the evening light. It got so heated we ended up fucking on the floor and we both came at the same time. Chefs kiss!