Edged, Ruined & Failed

All I’ve wanted the past week is sex. I’ve been insatiable. Today I just wanted my tits rubbed. I had to do it myself - not the same, but I still did great, I think!

I've been in edging forums lately and I am really loving being part of that community. It's sexy and horny & self control and loss of control - all at once, all things great. I thought I'd try my hand at giving some (Jerk Off Instructions (JOI) to a long-distance edging buddy (LDEB). Instead of sending them porn or only moaning for their sake, I edged myself to an eventual orgasm. Along with the instructions, I sent my LDEB the pictures at the beginning of the video while giving them their JOI to help them reach their edge without sending them over it. With edging - for most, not all - the emphasis is not on the orgasm, but the built up pleasure experienced with the anticipation of orgasm. I made this video after day 6 of not cumming, and it was unreal! See for yourself. ;)

I don’t have a car so I use a grocery shopping and delivery service, so I don’t usually see the produce that the shopper picks out unless I ask them to send a picture. It was to my surprise that the bananas the shopper picked out were nearly the size of my head. Now, a little bit of back story: this isn’t the first produce I’ve played with. Back before I could buy my own sex toys I had many a hot, passionate night with a cucumber or two. Since then I have obviously used sex toys when the occasion arose, so this was fun and exciting. Even at that, the banana peel decided play time was over before I could finish. It’s been a sexually frustrating week…I can’t wait to share when all this orgasm build up finally blows ;)

I wanted to show my pussy overall some love and play with some toys I haven’t used in a while before I had to get ready for work. Morning masturbation is the best. I also wanted to see if I could achieve orgasm without directly stimulating my clit. Challenge succeeded! (Although I did get some labia minora in the suction which has left me with a swollen bit…learned for next time)

I found this mask that I crafted to use on my sexy accounts. I know you all know my face already, but a little mystery from time to time is always fun! Also, if you’re new here and this is my first video you’ve rented, welcome and enjoy the mystery <3 the colour scheme of red and black has always made me feel badass and fucking hot anyways. I’ve really been enjoying anal sex and anal play again lately. It helps to have a lot more knowledge and proper equipment to make anal play a lot more comfortable, too. I was trying to edge myself while double penetrated, but it’s so hard and I get so weak when there’s something inside my tight ass. When the toy slid out of my ass, I was just so desperate to have it back in…phew. That’s what pushed me over…oops. I didn’t mean to cum when I did…but c’est la vie! Until the next orgasm ;)

I am very excited and extremely grateful to introduce Master, my new, and first, Dom that I will be filming with once in a while :3 This was our second meet up, but the chemistry was instant when we matched on a dating app, and even though the connection was more than physical, we both have an agreement that Master will only message his slut (me) when he wants to use my holes. I am typically a submissive person in the bedroom and that's not something I can get from Cinna. Enter Master, who is in a polyam relationship. I fill a role in his life as his slut and he fills, well, all my holes. *drool* This gives me a chance for more anal sex and actual deepthroating practice; if you don't use it you do, in fact, lose it..as you might notice, and my apologies for that, but to keep it real, I didn't want to edit it out. Since a sub/dom relationship is new for me to do in person, he has been going easy with me until I ease into the role a bit more, but one thing he was eager to do was cum in my ass, as he has claimed it as his. I think this forest romp makes it official. I did a good job, so Master said I could cum on my own...I have yet to accomplish that since he dropped me off. The next morning update: Master filled me up so deep and full that a full 14 hours later it was still dripping and gushing out of me. Next time I see Master won't be for a little bit and I'm sad, but that just means the anticipation will be heightened and I'll be more desperate for Master's glorious cock. xoxo

For my 29th birthday, I wanted to pleasure myself and have fun like I used to on my own (with some bubbly, that I forgot until after). Being the exhibitionist that I am, I had to share. No one likes working on their birthday, but it happens and I did what I could to unwind and treat myself ;). I could have had birthday sex, but I opted out of that to focus on myself and use some of my new toys. By the time this is live, my birthday will have passed but let's let the celebration live on!!! Cheers to 29 years, and thank you for everyone who has supported me this year xoxo

I decided to do some self care and get dressed up cute for fun, maybe reach out to a few of my FWBs to see if they’d want to come over since I was home alone. No such luck, but I didn’t want to waste the look so I kept the self-care going with my Lush 2 and my iPhone camera 😉

I haven’t been in a very sexy mood lately, so it was to my surprise that I went to bed horny last night and woke up in the same state. That wasn’t the only surprise!!! While I thought I was going to have a nice long, slow passionate session with myself - I had time before needing to get ready for work - my orgasm came fairly quick and unexpectedly for when it did. Who else gets insanely horny in the morning?

I decided to savour the quiet of having the apartment to myself in my favourite way. Me time!!! I was feeling overstimulated from having company, so I decided to overstimulate myself in a different way. The oui’d, mood lighting, and Magic Wand really helped. And I kind of enjoyed doing it and not having to take my clothes off!!! It didn’t change how good the orgasm felt. Grinding against the fabric of my underwear just built the feeling up and made me more desperate for that sweet release. Wrapping it all up with a few diaphragmatic breaths to bring my heart rate down, and a hug for myself just felt right.