The one with the surprise ending

This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm). September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up. Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead. Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.

I had a luxurious morning to myself in a hotel room after a lovely threesome the night before. I enjoyed some time on the bed touching myself in a beam of sunlight, thinking about a new lover (this one's for you, T). The construction workers across the street might also have had quite the view ;)

I've been enjoying some intense moments with lovers lately so tried something a bit more gentle on my own. After a shower to warm myself up, I got out the massage oil and enjoyed caressing myself to an orgasm.. which wasn't quite as gentle in the end ;)

After wearing these jeans pretty tight all day, I was feeling a bit hot and bothered when I got home. I spend some time releasing the tension – with a few interruptions like my laptop running out of battery... I'm hypermobile so you might hear my hips popping too! It's not often that I have the house to myself, so when I do, I like to take my time. This is my first video and I'm super excited to be sharing with this gorgeous community, and very open to feedback!

I found myself all alone on a hiking trail and a little bored... So I stopped for a wee and made the most of the partially secluded spot amongst the acacias.

I challenged myself to let out my exhibitionist side at the hotel sauna. Be the voyeur who catches me as I start out shyly and become more bold, with only a glass door separating me from passers-by. I've removed background music for copyright reasons, so I suggest this spicy playlist as the perfect soundtrack: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3bEwf6LmbHAlTAaGnwpRkA?si=f5b4767caba64f3a

As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.

I bought myself a body chain and wore it for a few hours under my clothes whilst running errands. It felt so good against my skin! After some yummy cat-cow poses to relax my body, I peel off the layers and start grinding, rubbling my clit and using my rabbit until I have a full body orgasm.

Another hotel room moment with some hand-held closeups and then grind all over the bed. This is still my favourite way to get myself off. And because this is #RealWorldSex, I have bug bites on my groin from the previous hotel :D

Nearing the end of my European holiday, I had a rare night in my own hotel room and couldn't wait to get loud as I brought myself over the edge.