The one where I'm upside down in crotchless fishnets

I challenged myself to let out my exhibitionist side at the hotel sauna. Be the voyeur who catches me as I start out shyly and become more bold, with only a glass door separating me from passers-by. I've removed background music for copyright reasons, so I suggest this spicy playlist as the perfect soundtrack: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3bEwf6LmbHAlTAaGnwpRkA?si=f5b4767caba64f3a

I celebrated the beginning of spring by enjoying some sun by the pool. My book was soon discarded as I got distracted by what was going on between my legs. I could hear the neighbours working in their gardens all around me which added to the thrill. Watch to see how wet I got!

This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm). September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up. Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead. Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.

I had a little play on a swivel chair and came HARD with a bit of dirty talking to myself. As usual, I focus on rubbing my clit and grinding my way to ecstasy

I had a luxurious morning to myself in a hotel room after a lovely threesome the night before. I enjoyed some time on the bed touching myself in a beam of sunlight, thinking about a new lover (this one's for you, T). The construction workers across the street might also have had quite the view ;)

Hotels get me super horny and this one was no exception! I put on some music and let my body move with the rhythms as I enjoyed a sensual moment. I'm quiet for most of this one until I climax 😈 This is what I was listening to if you'd like to play along: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6eUwDd4l2LjNk7KKTQAl55?si=a12652f656724720

As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.

On a lazy Sunday afternoon, I challenged myself to play using only my feet (and my flexibility)..

What started as a little play turned into more – and the first time I fully show my face! The action is handheld for the first half, so be prepared for a slightly bumpy ride ;)

I had to do some gardening for a client who was on holidays, so naturally I wore lingerie under my work gear so I could reward my hard labour. This is the first time I reveal more of my face! It was such a turn-on wearing this lace blindfold that I'll keep using it from now on. This vid is quieter than usual because the neighbours were right next door. I hope this dose of summer sun warms you up wherever you are! I also want to thank everyone who has watched and commented on my videos so far. It feels so empowering to share myself with you all, and my first MLNP paycheck has allowed me to get some much needed chronic pain treatment. xoxo Fern