The one where I finally finger myself

This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm). September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up. Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead. Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.

Hotels get me super horny and this one was no exception! I put on some music and let my body move with the rhythms as I enjoyed a sensual moment. I'm quiet for most of this one until I climax 😈 This is what I was listening to if you'd like to play along: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6eUwDd4l2LjNk7KKTQAl55?si=a12652f656724720

After wearing these jeans pretty tight all day, I was feeling a bit hot and bothered when I got home. I spend some time releasing the tension – with a few interruptions like my laptop running out of battery... I'm hypermobile so you might hear my hips popping too! It's not often that I have the house to myself, so when I do, I like to take my time. This is my first video and I'm super excited to be sharing with this gorgeous community, and very open to feedback!

I needed a bath to relax and soothe my muscles. Join me as I play with my clit until I cum, then soap up and shave my legs.

I woke up very horny in my hotel room. Watch me have a gentle, non-penetrative play as I work myself up to orgasm.

On a lazy Sunday afternoon, I challenged myself to play using only my feet (and my flexibility)..

After a yummy yoga class on a cold winter's day, I was feeling a bit hot and bothered. I loved grinding against my hand and going hands-free with my bullet vibe between my thighs ;)

I kept seeing these ads for home workouts with lots of..thrusting..so I tried out some moves and ended up grinding my way to an orgasm on the floor.

I spent the day planting out a garden for my lover and decided I deserved a treat. Surrounded by overlooking apartments, I stripped down and gave the new plants some of my juices. It was a windy day, so sorry for the sound! There is some nice heavy breathing at the end :)

I had to do some gardening for a client who was on holidays, so naturally I wore lingerie under my work gear so I could reward my hard labour. This is the first time I reveal more of my face! It was such a turn-on wearing this lace blindfold that I'll keep using it from now on. This vid is quieter than usual because the neighbours were right next door. I hope this dose of summer sun warms you up wherever you are! I also want to thank everyone who has watched and commented on my videos so far. It feels so empowering to share myself with you all, and my first MLNP paycheck has allowed me to get some much needed chronic pain treatment. xoxo Fern