As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.
I was meant to doing laundry but got a little distracted by the beautiful sunlight on my bed. I started recording a few minutes in so I could share some sensual moments with you.
My partner was away, my period was over, and I was feeling frisky. So I ran a bath and enjoyed some nipple play–starting with my top on because it was cold, but don't worry, it comes off ;)
I wore my WeVibe around the house all morning, flicking it on and off until I couldn't take it anymore. Enjoy this quickie as I bring myself over the edge.
This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm).
September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up.
Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead.
Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.
I had to do some gardening for a client who was on holidays, so naturally I wore lingerie under my work gear so I could reward my hard labour. This is the first time I reveal more of my face! It was such a turn-on wearing this lace blindfold that I'll keep using it from now on. This vid is quieter than usual because the neighbours were right next door. I hope this dose of summer sun warms you up wherever you are!
I also want to thank everyone who has watched and commented on my videos so far. It feels so empowering to share myself with you all, and my first MLNP paycheck has allowed me to get some much needed chronic pain treatment. xoxo Fern
I finally had a place to myself and was in the mood...but I just couldn't reach that yes!yes!yes! moment, despite my most vigorous efforts 😈. I dare you to edge along with this video...
I bought myself a body chain and wore it for a few hours under my clothes whilst running errands. It felt so good against my skin! After some yummy cat-cow poses to relax my body, I peel off the layers and start grinding, rubbling my clit and using my rabbit until I have a full body orgasm.
I've been enjoying some intense moments with lovers lately so tried something a bit more gentle on my own. After a shower to warm myself up, I got out the massage oil and enjoyed caressing myself to an orgasm.. which wasn't quite as gentle in the end ;)
I started my recent holiday in this room with a view. I held in my pee all afternoon while I explored the town, and it really heightened the sensations as I played with myself.
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The one in the beautiful sunlight
I was meant to doing laundry but got a little distracted by the beautiful sunlight on my bed. I started recording a few minutes in so I could share some sensual moments with you.
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The one where I play with my nipples
My partner was away, my period was over, and I was feeling frisky. So I ran a bath and enjoyed some nipple play–starting with my top on because it was cold, but don't worry, it comes off ;)
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The remote controlled one
I wore my WeVibe around the house all morning, flicking it on and off until I couldn't take it anymore. Enjoy this quickie as I bring myself over the edge.
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The one with the tiny dildo
This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm). September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up. Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead. Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.
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The one where I play with my feet
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The one under the vines
I had to do some gardening for a client who was on holidays, so naturally I wore lingerie under my work gear so I could reward my hard labour. This is the first time I reveal more of my face! It was such a turn-on wearing this lace blindfold that I'll keep using it from now on. This vid is quieter than usual because the neighbours were right next door. I hope this dose of summer sun warms you up wherever you are! I also want to thank everyone who has watched and commented on my videos so far. It feels so empowering to share myself with you all, and my first MLNP paycheck has allowed me to get some much needed chronic pain treatment. xoxo Fern
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The one where I can't come
I finally had a place to myself and was in the mood...but I just couldn't reach that yes!yes!yes! moment, despite my most vigorous efforts 😈. I dare you to edge along with this video...
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The one with the body chain
I bought myself a body chain and wore it for a few hours under my clothes whilst running errands. It felt so good against my skin! After some yummy cat-cow poses to relax my body, I peel off the layers and start grinding, rubbling my clit and using my rabbit until I have a full body orgasm.
Tags: grinding toytime bendy metime sensual relaxing
The one where I try to be gentle
I've been enjoying some intense moments with lovers lately so tried something a bit more gentle on my own. After a shower to warm myself up, I got out the massage oil and enjoyed caressing myself to an orgasm.. which wasn't quite as gentle in the end ;)
Tags: girltime clitastic metime YES!YES!YES! gentle handson
The one with the surprise ending
I started my recent holiday in this room with a view. I held in my pee all afternoon while I explored the town, and it really heightened the sensations as I played with myself.
Tags: dontpeek hotelroom YES!YES!YES! girltime metime Clitastic