The one in the beautiful sunlight

Long time fantasy, first time going for it! I loved hearing my juices tinkle into the bath water and it got me so worked up, I was shaking by the end.

This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm). September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up. Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead. Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.

After a yummy yoga class on a cold winter's day, I was feeling a bit hot and bothered. I loved grinding against my hand and going hands-free with my bullet vibe between my thighs ;)

My partner was away, my period was over, and I was feeling frisky. So I ran a bath and enjoyed some nipple play–starting with my top on because it was cold, but don't worry, it comes off ;)

I started my recent holiday in this room with a view. I held in my pee all afternoon while I explored the town, and it really heightened the sensations as I played with myself.

I found myself all alone on a hiking trail and a little bored... So I stopped for a wee and made the most of the partially secluded spot amongst the acacias.

I was feeling frisky after a day at the beach. Knowing my ex would hate this, I filmed myself cumming on his couch.

As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.

I was alone in the office and a spicy chat gave me ideas...

I had a luxurious morning to myself in a hotel room after a lovely threesome the night before. I enjoyed some time on the bed touching myself in a beam of sunlight, thinking about a new lover (this one's for you, T). The construction workers across the street might also have had quite the view ;)