Overc(um)ing My Struggle

I've been in edging forums lately and I am really loving being part of that community. It's sexy and horny & self control and loss of control - all at once, all things great. I thought I'd try my hand at giving some (Jerk Off Instructions (JOI) to a long-distance edging buddy (LDEB). Instead of sending them porn or only moaning for their sake, I edged myself to an eventual orgasm. Along with the instructions, I sent my LDEB the pictures at the beginning of the video while giving them their JOI to help them reach their edge without sending them over it. With edging - for most, not all - the emphasis is not on the orgasm, but the built up pleasure experienced with the anticipation of orgasm. I made this video after day 6 of not cumming, and it was unreal! See for yourself. ;)

It’s a grey and rainy Sunday, so what else is there to do but watch daytime tv movies and masturbate? I was thinking about everyone I have met in the community or chatted with and it makes me so horny and grateful that I have an audience at all! Thank you, this one is created with those watching right now in mind!

I’ve been asked to do videos with more talking since I’ve been told a lot recently that I have a nice voice. Personally I’ve always hated reading aloud, but its always a good time to step out of your comfort zone. I’ve also wanted to read more erotica, and maybe I could combine the two making a video on here! If you want to skip to the steamy parts, about 9-10 min in ;) but it’s a fun story. Leave a comment if anyone is interested in seeing more of these, or if I should just stick to reading erotica on my own ;P xo *The story in this video is called One Drop by author Laura Anoniou. The story is found in an anthology called “Demon Lovers Succubi” and can be found on www.demonlovers.info

Last week I had a minor procedure done to look inside my body to see if I have endometriosis. I’m very open about my health in general, but specifically my menstrual health as it impacts every aspect of my life. They found endometrial tissue on organs other than my uterus and removed it. I was on a sex hiatus for a few weeks before my surgery due to circumstances out of my control, and I have to wait one more week before I can have penetrative sex/use toys inside myself, but outside stuff is fine ;) since I was all sexually frustrated from having to wait until my body wasn’t too sore to have an orgasm, I wanted to share my first time feeling like a sexy human again with my MLNP community xoxo

This video was actually our first that we made, I asked him to tie me down using my bed restraints and play with me to bring me to orgasm. He asked if he could use my toy…uh, duh! :) Leg restraints: 10/10 my thighs tend to get in the way of my orgasm sometimes Hand restraints: 5/10 not a fan, probably won’t see my hands restrained often.

I haven’t been in a very sexy mood lately, so it was to my surprise that I went to bed horny last night and woke up in the same state. That wasn’t the only surprise!!! While I thought I was going to have a nice long, slow passionate session with myself - I had time before needing to get ready for work - my orgasm came fairly quick and unexpectedly for when it did. Who else gets insanely horny in the morning?

Today I worked from home, but luck would have it that my laptop had to do an update and then crashed. I thought “might as well have a little bit of fun while I wait” It’s been a few days since I’ve gotten off and honestly, I get so horny during my period…visuals not really needed to assist in that department right now. As you’ll see, I still use them (some fave Reddit posts - specifically r/RuinedOrgasm) I didn’t mean to ruin my orgasm, but it sometimes just happens when I’m watching others get ruined. I tried to make up for it by continuing to use my dildo on myself and achieve an orgasm, but I failed at that, too. I should be working, but all work and no play makes Keke a dull girl ;) I will definitely be trying again for that O later!!!

I don’t have a car so I use a grocery shopping and delivery service, so I don’t usually see the produce that the shopper picks out unless I ask them to send a picture. It was to my surprise that the bananas the shopper picked out were nearly the size of my head. Now, a little bit of back story: this isn’t the first produce I’ve played with. Back before I could buy my own sex toys I had many a hot, passionate night with a cucumber or two. Since then I have obviously used sex toys when the occasion arose, so this was fun and exciting. Even at that, the banana peel decided play time was over before I could finish. It’s been a sexually frustrating week…I can’t wait to share when all this orgasm build up finally blows ;)

My roommate is the best person I could ask to live with, but sometimes I want uninhibited #metime. Broke out some lingerie I haven’t worn in a long time and changed things up.

I got this butterfly-wing cap around Halloween and it’s my new favourite thing to lounge around the apartment in. Clothed or not. With my roommate out of commission with a bad cold/flu, it was up to myself to take care of the building arousal that has been growing over the past week. Multiple orgasms after being unable to orgasm. Sometimes it feels good to spread your wings and be free ;)