Overc(um)ing My Struggle

The toys I ordered last night arrived this afternoon! I, of course, had to bring them both out to at least show-and-tell. Then, to use the one I’ve been looking forward to the most. Basically - tribbing with the Demon Pussy. I can’t wait to do this more as I move into ushering and enacting my more sapphic side.

This video was actually our first that we made, I asked him to tie me down using my bed restraints and play with me to bring me to orgasm. He asked if he could use my toy…uh, duh! :) Leg restraints: 10/10 my thighs tend to get in the way of my orgasm sometimes Hand restraints: 5/10 not a fan, probably won’t see my hands restrained often.

I haven’t been in a very sexy mood lately, so it was to my surprise that I went to bed horny last night and woke up in the same state. That wasn’t the only surprise!!! While I thought I was going to have a nice long, slow passionate session with myself - I had time before needing to get ready for work - my orgasm came fairly quick and unexpectedly for when it did. Who else gets insanely horny in the morning?

It’s not about the destination, it’s about the journey. Edging is one of my favourite things and I almost can’t orgasm without it at times. To change it up I gave myself a time limit. I had to cum once the timer reached 10:00:00, and edge as many times as I could. I didn’t count… Can you help me count how many edges I did in these 10 glorious minutes? Let me know in the comments what your edge count was while watching this …if you can keep track ;)!

I had a very flirty dream I travelled to a city that one of my parasocial friends lives in and messaged them to meet up for dinner. During the dinner they started teasing me under the table by rubbing my thigh in front of all my friends. So naturally I had to masturbate and fantasize as soon as I woke up!

I couldn’t get enough toys inside me this time. I wanted to feel fuller than full. All holes spread and plugged. I think I ruined my orgasm with my anal toy in because after I took the toy out of my ass I couldn’t get close anymore. *tear* would you punish me for that ruin or would you try harder to make me cum?

I was in the mood for some anal play and I had the living room all to myself while my roommate recorded his guitar riffs in the bedroom. So I threw on some tunes and got to work. I had to moisturize my legs after my shower, so why not share it with everyone and make it a whole cozy self love ritual by the fire! I hope you all enjoy this as much as I did!

My Nora arrived!!! I’m so excited to share with you my new toy that will likely be featured in many videos to cum ;) I have a Lush 2 by Lovense but I wanted something more interactive. Did I mention this is my first rabbit toy?! I almost didn’t believe it myself when someone pointed it out to me. Anyway, this is my second orgasm in as many days and I’m not about to stop there. Either way, they really don’t take long with this toy (this video was filmed in 3 parts due to all the interruptions, so really the last section was all it took for me to orgasm. I also bought a USB adapter for my laptop to play a game that my toy can connect to?! I love sex rp games, so I can’t wait to try that out next!

I am very excited and extremely grateful to introduce Master, my new, and first, Dom that I will be filming with once in a while :3 This was our second meet up, but the chemistry was instant when we matched on a dating app, and even though the connection was more than physical, we both have an agreement that Master will only message his slut (me) when he wants to use my holes. I am typically a submissive person in the bedroom and that's not something I can get from Cinna. Enter Master, who is in a polyam relationship. I fill a role in his life as his slut and he fills, well, all my holes. *drool* This gives me a chance for more anal sex and actual deepthroating practice; if you don't use it you do, in fact, lose it..as you might notice, and my apologies for that, but to keep it real, I didn't want to edit it out. Since a sub/dom relationship is new for me to do in person, he has been going easy with me until I ease into the role a bit more, but one thing he was eager to do was cum in my ass, as he has claimed it as his. I think this forest romp makes it official. I did a good job, so Master said I could cum on my own...I have yet to accomplish that since he dropped me off. The next morning update: Master filled me up so deep and full that a full 14 hours later it was still dripping and gushing out of me. Next time I see Master won't be for a little bit and I'm sad, but that just means the anticipation will be heightened and I'll be more desperate for Master's glorious cock. xoxo

For my 29th birthday, I wanted to pleasure myself and have fun like I used to on my own (with some bubbly, that I forgot until after). Being the exhibitionist that I am, I had to share. No one likes working on their birthday, but it happens and I did what I could to unwind and treat myself ;). I could have had birthday sex, but I opted out of that to focus on myself and use some of my new toys. By the time this is live, my birthday will have passed but let's let the celebration live on!!! Cheers to 29 years, and thank you for everyone who has supported me this year xoxo