Horny & Home Alome

Inspired by a comment someone left on one of my other videos, and my love of doing it, I wanted to have a shareable edging moment with myself! Some days I can’t finish unless I’m edging, what about you?

I had a very flirty dream I travelled to a city that one of my parasocial friends lives in and messaged them to meet up for dinner. During the dinner they started teasing me under the table by rubbing my thigh in front of all my friends. So naturally I had to masturbate and fantasize as soon as I woke up!

I temporarily have two cameras and I wanted to play around with multiple angles so I could see myself (and you can see me) in different ways in the same video. Behaving/fantasizing that multiple people were watching me in real time was hot, too. Next time I’ll try some more variation in other angles

Sexting with my across-country friend who loves anal always gets me feeling this way. It’s too bad I don’t have a regular source of anal sex to train myself into my accidentally too-big toy, but I try it every once in a while. Can still only get the tip in….womp womp. Also… I’m not often up for anal penetration on its own, but the anal/clit combo makes for an awesome orgasm!

I've been in edging forums lately and I am really loving being part of that community. It's sexy and horny & self control and loss of control - all at once, all things great. I thought I'd try my hand at giving some (Jerk Off Instructions (JOI) to a long-distance edging buddy (LDEB). Instead of sending them porn or only moaning for their sake, I edged myself to an eventual orgasm. Along with the instructions, I sent my LDEB the pictures at the beginning of the video while giving them their JOI to help them reach their edge without sending them over it. With edging - for most, not all - the emphasis is not on the orgasm, but the built up pleasure experienced with the anticipation of orgasm. I made this video after day 6 of not cumming, and it was unreal! See for yourself. ;)

I got this butterfly-wing cap around Halloween and it’s my new favourite thing to lounge around the apartment in. Clothed or not. With my roommate out of commission with a bad cold/flu, it was up to myself to take care of the building arousal that has been growing over the past week. Multiple orgasms after being unable to orgasm. Sometimes it feels good to spread your wings and be free ;)

I went on a cruise in December!!! With my grandmother…and we shared a room. This was one of the rare moments I had the cabin to myself, on the rainiest day of the trip, and I paid for internet access for the day 😏 so of course I masturbated twice. Once in the room and once on the balcony (not featured here)!

Let me tell you this was a long wank for me. I don’t know if it’s hormones or stress…but I have been struggling to orgasm completely for weeks. I thought “let’s put on the new collar/nipple rings and slap your clit around a bit”. And since I recently found this riding crop when I was decluttering, I figured I’d use it. I don’t know how much of it got left in, but I started fantasizing about orgasm control and start talking dirty to myself…Hehe

On a mission to keep myself accountable for my physical health I wanted to record my practice. I started with some light stretching, and it had me feeling too good. I kept the “feel good” going and decided to show my vagina some loving, too.

After the lube was washed off… Even though I really wanted to make Cinna orgasm with only my hands, he wanted something different. That night I would do anything to make Cinna feel pleasure in whatever way he wanted. Plus some days I crave to feel his cum in my mouth …the snuggles after are always worth it!